This is wildlife with my mom. I mean, I'm German.
This is wildlife with my mom.
so very welcome Sam I don't know if it's the second or third podcast episode with you
I forgot yeah actually the first one I did in my other name Sam Akataro but
So this is the third in total, yes.
Nice.
That's a lot.
Yeah.
So, nice.
Yeah, I don't really know how to describe you
because you do a lot of different things from music to coaching
to you do fancy awesome stuff.
What I want to mention, by the way, is the last couple of months,
me and my son, we did this multidimensional Bitcoiner coaching with you.
That was really cool, like beyond cool, really nice.
Because normally I'm not like good with regular meetings and these kind of things
because my life is changing always.
And this we pulled through while I was traveling.
I'm so proud of myself.
And I learned tons.
My son enjoyed it lots.
So I love that approach to life because I always felt as a kid and still sometimes now like I'm a weirdo because life is not what we see, but there's so much more to life.
And with you, I feel like I can talk about these things very openly.
And that makes me feel like, OK, I'm not a weirdo, even if then you are a weirdo too, which is nice.
but I think you are
someone who brings all these
different levels that
are part of life into
life
you know what I mean? Doesn't make sense what I said
but you reintegrate
these aspects, I really like that
so I don't know if you want to
introduce yourself briefly
if I did it
correctly
I can just comment
on what you were saying there
and yeah embodiment has been the the big theme for me the last few years to make it really to
like really live like a new age person because before i had the ability to channel and to to
access higher consciousness but my physical body was still like a normal person and then to
take the next step and sort of surrender that normal person and just become the soul in this
body so then everything becomes fluid and and and so that bitcoiner multidimensional bitcoiner
course it was like okay we're doing this course but we couldn't have fixed times because it was
not multidimensional so we needed to really feel into when we were supposed to have the different
sessions individual sessions group sessions and to really tune into that song of the universe
it was no other way i couldn't be more structured than than that because then it would break the
flow so it was a really nice experience yes true what i really like about you is that you
think that the flow is really really important and i remember that i tried to explain to my
parents I was already grown up and had a child that because they are always like when are you
coming back to Germany to visit us and these kind of like really planned things and I was always like
I need to go with the flow I don't know when I will be there I'm gonna book a flight maybe two
weeks prior to actually doing it but I'm not someone who can decide now what to do in the
next six months that's just crazy ridiculous for me and i know that you are really into keeping the
flow in your life and i know this is quite advanced let's say it like that it's advanced lifestyle
because it's hard because the world around us doesn't work like this normally and we have to
somehow manage to keep our flow while maintaining all these outside structures that are part of our
life as well and yeah i don't know what do you think about that yeah in the beginning we maintained
them but after a while we used to let them collapse completely because they are low frequency
structures that that we don't need anymore we needed them maybe five years ago 10 years ago
but now because so many people are living in a new consciousness it's really not necessary to keep
them going
anymore. But
this with
the flow
is that
it doesn't go where we want it to
go. It is a
flow and we need to surrender
to that flow.
And to do that
seems
maybe easy as an idea
but when we actually
do it
it continues to bring us
into pain, which is the opposite of what everybody in the matrix is.
The matrix is like a whole structure based around avoiding pain in different ways.
So when we step out of that, we have to face and feel the pain.
And then where the flow is like going like pain and then joy and then pain
and then inspiration and then pain.
And to get used to that, because we are so used to avoiding pain,
but
when we
accept that
and we accept like okay this is nature
this is evolution this is how it goes
and
then we just
ride ups and downs
wherever it takes us
nice
yeah I think feeling the pain
sometimes I
also enjoy that phase
when you're I call it the
valley of shit before you climb the next mountain you know you have to go through it it's always
different kind of shit but it makes you stronger it forms you in a certain way and it gives you
new perspectives because right now um after traveling for a little bit i got stuck somewhere
where i'm now and this being stuck feeling i always avoided it by telling myself i want to be
where I am like geographically that is not the truth anymore so I'm back to this feeling stuck
feeling but now this time I really enjoy it because I know if I feel it I can change it
actually and if I go through it I can work with it and that's beautiful and I think pain we are so
connected to the idea that pain is always this negative big thing.
And of course, it's often not so nice.
But I think a lot of people don't see the value of pain,
and it's immense.
Where else do we learn so much but from pain?
Yeah, and it's a realignment.
and it's
moving us to the next level of consciousness
otherwise we just stay
and repeat the same
frequencies
over and over again
so the pain is realignment
and so it's basically erasing
your past
which is then transforming your future
so
yeah
it can sound
negative
but
it's part of the journey
yeah you can't avoid it
you can
I mean you can but it's just for a matter
of time
and then it's like borrowing
happiness from the future
if you try to avoid it
and it doesn't make sense
because you've got to give it back
and then it hurts
at the top of the amount maybe.
Yeah, I think also this natural abundance doesn't really work.
So this pain also connects you to the magnetism
that makes things come towards you
rather than chasing them.
That's a nice thing.
Yes, I really like that concept.
I'm just feeling into the moment a little bit.
Taking a breath here.
Yeah, what's the next question then?
Now I forgot it.
Maybe not so important.
Yeah.
no I got this inspiration
yes
I got this inspiration
that we were talking about the crystal body today
true
because it's
connected to children
because basically they sort of have it
and then
they get programmed out of it
and then we have people like
you and me
we are stepping into it
So I think it's a good topic for these podcasts and this audience to partly to understand the children and how they are operating, actually, how they naturally should be operating.
and also for us adults
what we are actually moving into
because we are all
even if we are resisting it
the universe
snaps us back and forces us to
to transform into
these crystal bodies because the whole planet
is just
raising
the frequencies
so that's where we are going and that's where the children
are
so how do you feel about
this topic
I love it because I always said that my child is my best teacher because he's whole he's not broken
yet I hope he will never be and how he operates is how we should operate so I learned from him
how to trust my gut feeling how to yeah really deep dive into meditation again all these things
how to play I mean all these things that make life valuable somehow I learned from him and then
I remembered as a child like when it was taken from me and that made me realize okay if this is
something you can take from someone maybe this should have stayed with me and just imagine there
were more people being yeah more whole less broken less maybe distracted by what is going
on around them and more focused on what's going on inside them i don't know you think
we are stepping into that world where this is yeah the new normal maybe that would be
huge because right now it feels like uh oh you know what i really like that i really want to say
um you are writing a book completely different topic but there was one sentence and that really
got stuck with me until today obviously um that we even if it feels like everything's falling apart
it's the opposite it's like being built back up so to say and I really like that because I always
felt like even as a kid I always had like a backpack packed and in case something happens
and I need to run away the rest of my family didn't I was the only one and the sentence like
it feels like it's crumbling but the truth is quite the opposite that is really nice because
how do we know how can i trust the feeling if it feels like everything's falling apart i really
like that and i think it's connected to your perspective that we are stepping into a future
where more and more people are aware of their crystal bodies and what is connected to this
yes so this falling apart or this collapsing feeling it is basically our nature
that was destroyed so it collapsed so it's collapsed fields but these fields were us
so we collapse them
and then to reopen them
it feels like they're collapsing
but we're just remembering the essence of those
fields and integrating
those fields into our everyday lives
so yes this is what I see all around me
so people have
different collapses
and then some
sometimes they ask me
what should I do
and they don't like my answer
because I just say you need to let it
collapse
because it's like you had like a
fake structure
like a control structure in that
field and now it wants
to harmonize
and just be natural and in flow
with the universe
so when you try to maintain it
you're just
holding on to
a dysfunctional structure
so if it's a relationship
or if it's a project
work or whatever
they're just
collapsing
if they are not supported by the universe
if they are not in harmony
with the bigger picture
they are being collapsed
and then the choice is
to keep maintaining it
because of fear and control.
But it's just to allow it all to collapse.
And then we just land into the peace and the flow.
That's nice.
Maybe it will happen also in this interview.
We will collapse.
Let's see who and why.
I would like to see that.
Yes, maybe about collapsing fields.
There is like a huge range of things that can collapse.
And maybe just for anybody who's not into that topic yet.
Just letting things collapse.
I mean, that is nice, but I think it's easier to say than to really let it collapse.
Because normally I know people that really try to gather all the pieces back together
and fix it and fix it and fix it instead of going forward.
And I'm always wondering if the fear of the unknown that comes,
like the unknown that comes afterwards, is bigger than the pain of holding on.
And sometimes there a point where this is turning around that the fear of the unknown is smaller than the pain of holding on maybe I don really know what my original question was but maybe it something related to
when do we know if it's a collapsing field or if we should try harder because it's like
a challenge that we should go through or something like that?
yeah as we switch to only inspiration or act on your highest excitement things like this so
so when we step out then we notice when we do things out of fear and we get to know the taste
of inspiration.
So then we just
remember
that we should only do things
when we are inspired to do.
Only do things that we love to do.
So if it's something that is
collapsing,
then
if you force
yourself to do anything, then it's
out of fear.
But you just wake up and you want
to
maintain something
then you just feel happy to do it
and I think it's quite easy to notice the difference
if you're doing something from fear
like this
or if you're just like wow I want to do this
so then you only do things from inspiration
and that's your compass
I was thinking about
how many fields I would like to let collapse.
There's a long list of things I would like to kick out of my life.
And sometimes I'm wondering because there's a small degree.
For example, if I have a recording,
I really need to say like 60% of the time,
I don't feel like doing it, but five minutes in,
I feel perfectly fine. And I, afterwards, I don't regret it.
It's not like, oh my God, why did I do this to me?
but then sometimes I feel like why am I even doing this I should maybe let it collapse and have some
time of not doing this podcast at all to see if the inspiration lets me do it but then I'm thinking
I try to record episodes only about what we do like unschooling wise while we travel
and it doesn't really change the approach because I was initially thinking it's because I need to
talk to another human being that is so mean but it wasn't that so i don't really know i have like
a list of things i i need to let collapse and hopefully i will do that soon so how many things
do you want to let like do you want to see collapse maybe none because you already live the flow life
it's not much left to collapse
but
but it's like
it's more scary in the beginning
and then
you build these
communities with
people in similar situations
and
so we are like encouraging each other
reminding each other
and I think
that's that's where we are now it's all these star seeds light workers like we are all figuring out
how to live in flow so we are all sort of in the same situation we are in this like we access higher
consciousness and we can see the bigger picture and we know there's nothing to worry about but
then we drop down and we're detoxing some fear and we go back and forth back and forth so basically
we have no clue at all what's going on
at the same time as we feel safe
and guided and supported
and we get all this evidence
so it's like
we are all living in these
in this void
and we are helping each other
and every interaction
with other people
if we bring this up
you will find that everyone is in the same position like like you say oh i have few
fields i probably would like to collapse you know everyone is doing this so we are learning as a
species together by just randomly meeting each other so so when we navigate through the heart
instead of the mind.
So this is what we do in a crystal body.
We don't categorize and analyze.
We just feel in where we should go,
who we should meet with.
And then we only meet people that do the same.
It's like that frequency.
It's the heart frequency.
So you have the other people with the mind.
They are meeting other mind people.
And then heart people are meeting heart people.
and then we are all
in the same situation so we take turns being strong and being weak
because it's like no competition because most of us all of us we are empaths so we meet someone
and we feel their entire energy body and they feel my energy body that's just like a baseline
and then we know we have nothing to fear we have this 2025 or a year here where it's still confusing
but we have no fear between each other and then is this mechanism of one energy body
being really strong and the other one going into pain because you still need to go to pay even if
you meet someone you can't pretend to be happy all the time then you're not authentic because
they feel your energies and you feel them so it's nothing to hide so you automatically open up
very quickly and easily because you trust this person because you feel their soul and their love
and then it's like even if you met someone just five minutes ago and then you say how was your
week you know then you say am i going strong or am i going weak if you're going strong you will
just say something really wise and nice and help them because they sort of were freaking out but
if you go down then they step up and they are like holding space for you because they are used to it
they do it with all their friends and then they are helping you to heal something that happened that
week yeah that is really nice because you know what my best friend when i met her it was like
instant, like the same level. I understood her without knowing her at all. And I had the feeling
like she knows what I think. She can read my mind. And it was so scary. And I was sitting there and
there were other people around and I was like, okay, now I really need to think about what I'm
thinking about. Can she like censor that I'm thinking about my thoughts as well? I censor them.
turns out I think she can and the nice thing is now we live so far apart from each other and we
used to be close neighbors the last couple of months and it's still working out like I still
know when she can't sleep and all these things are in my head and it's very very interesting
um because normally I'm not like a people person but with this person she's so intelligent and you
cannot hide anything from her so that makes it so interesting because I know that I do play
games like mind games with other people who cannot sense these kind of things to not let them in or
to not overshare or just simply to not connect with them because I don't want to but with some
people you cannot not connect and that is beautiful I think and the other part of this is you cannot
not connect to yourself and to the universe because i don't know maybe a week ago someone
asked me how do you not crumble under all the pressure you have and all the shit that you have
going on and i never think about this because i just go on because i have to trust that and also
the same yeah person was like it's so brave of you what you're doing just uh yeah leaving germany
leaving the next country always yeah on the hunt and these kind of things but i don't think it's
brave it's the only option you know what i mean so i think people are really thinking about their
next steps i cannot do this it is just i trust that what i feel is the right thing so i act
upon this and sometimes when i look back it makes sense of course but in the moment i just do what
I feel like I need to do, even if it feels maybe even uncomfortable or weird in that situation.
So I think this trust between humans and yourself and the universe, that's a really beautiful thing.
But what I also see that not everyone that can see other people can see themselves,
because maybe I do have that a little bit, that I cannot see myself as well as I can see other people.
it's some kind of
disease
I don't know
some kind of blindness of course
maybe, I don't know
some blind spots, something we don't want to see
yeah
it's all part of
of the journey
yeah but it's really
like when I started meeting
these kind of people that you can't hide anything from
I think everything changed for me
and
this is just something that is just growing and growing
with more people
and
it's this unconditional love
that is felt
between, in the beginning
I could only do it with men
because I had
blocks and issues
mother issues
so
but now I can do it with women
also
and
it's
it's really nice
it is
that is to be honest
really cool
let's talk a little bit more about the crystal
body thing because I think for
a lot of people this is like a
vague concept that is somewhere
maybe because
I know you are really good
in finding easy words
to describe really
complex concepts
yeah
I've been writing this book
and been trying to explain
or also helping myself
to navigate
all these bodily changes
because it's quite
it's not a walk in the park
it's really basically
the embodiment process
it's really that you're
you're allowing your
old identity
from this
like your childhood and stuff like this
to really just disappear
and have no control over how your body moves.
And this is a very big transformation.
But that's where the crystal body comes in
because it's just based in flow.
and
we learn that
how the body moves
is like an echo
of the soul to soul
connection happening in the background
so like when you describe
your best friend
you know it's like
it's like two souls
like this
and then you're just like
doing something with the body
but you can really feel that this is like an energy frequency interaction and that the body
language and the words are secondary and this is also how people could relate to this podcast
because it's not the words it's really
and transmission
and how your body is reacting to
listening to this conversation here.
Do you hear that noise?
I don't think so.
A little squeak, something.
Yeah, someone is going crazy.
If it's not too annoying,
I will just let them be crazy.
I have some people going crazy.
I think it's the kid with the dogs.
Maybe we can wait then.
Because I think it influences you.
No, I think they are gone.
Whatever they do.
They are running around and squeaking.
That's freaky.
Yes, let's talk.
Maybe let's take a little, because anyway, you will probably cut this out, right?
Maybe.
No?
I have not talked about the neighbor's dog.
I thought we could just take a little breather and stabilize the field.
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I find it difficult to explain the crystal body.
I thought I was ready, but now I find it so difficult.
Yeah, maybe you explain it to me like a five-year-old with dyslexia and ADHD.
Yeah.
I think it's easier in pictures.
yes so when we enter a crystal body and and this is how children operate i i think
we don't identify with identities so our identity is basically just a spark from source
and the body is just a hologram
and so we don't base our self-image
on what other people think
it's like we're in a docking station
like a robot
so your home is an extension of yourself
so your home
becomes your docking station
and then
so you're like
in your home
you're constantly
in zero state
you're constantly in flow
and you actually
visualize and dream
your connection with everyone else so the external world is just different dreams that you step into physical dreams
But you have already experienced them at home
in your docking station.
So in your docking station,
you're preparing yourself for these interactions.
And you leave them before they happen,
and then you leave them after they have happened.
so you're living in this timeless state
where time is vibrational
time is vibrational
so it's not linear
so this means that you can really relax into peace
because all these interactions that you will have with people
they will come at exactly the right time
spread out in linear time
you don't know if it's weeks or months
but you know that if you have a good feeling about that interaction in your docking station
you know that it will be an amazing experience whenever it happens
and this is where the sovereignty and the decentralization comes in so you don't have
attachments to people you don't need to meet anyone at a particular time so everyone is just
sovereign nodes around you.
And you feel the connection with all these nodes.
And then they start creating these scenarios,
like time and places where to meet.
It could be also online.
And you stay with the feeling.
So some of these interactions feel nasty.
But that's the pain we talked about.
So it's like, oh, I should meet this person.
I don't know about that
but you sit with it
and then it just
it would be amazing
and it will happen at the right time
so your home becomes this docking station
where you're just in peace
and trusting the universe completely
and then when you go out the door
you know that you're walking
into
wonderful situations
not always easy
but they will just show you teach you exactly what you need to
to experience to to remember even more of who you are
that's nice does that make sense for a five-year-old with
i bet not but close i guess um i do have questions because in your book
it's of course about crystal body and how to live and flow and so many details around that
and one chapter my favorite chapter of course is about the school of the future how kids
can learn when they're in their natural state and when we support this and pretty much this is
unschooling organized unschooling so it's interest-based and it's very flowy and from
The feeling I had, yeah, it was just how to say that,
maybe just more open-minded regarding what to learn.
And it wasn't narrowed down to like the seven topics that we know from school nowadays,
but it was like a broad, you can learn whatever you want.
And that's including multidimensional things too, like everything.
And I think that is very beautiful.
Maybe we can talk about that because from what I learned in the last couple of weeks
is that the biggest pain point for unschooling families is that they feel quite alone with what they're doing
and still they're unsure about if this is a good idea or not,
even after reading 10 books, listening to millions of podcasts, the main thing is, where is this
going? Because I really think that a lot of unschooling families deep somewhere inside of
them have this feeling of it's not only not going to school and not being in this propaganda machine,
it's also about expanding our view on life and including so many more levels than what we are
do normally in this
now zeitgeist
that we are living in.
Yeah.
Yeah, I think it's difficult if the
parents are holding on to
old fear-based
matrix
structures and then
they just get this idea that the children
should be free
if they are not
don't have the intention
to surrender to the universe themselves.
It can be a conflict and confusion there.
So, because it changes everything.
And it's living without fear.
So if they have fear, like you said,
these doubts and things like that,
then I understand it can be a very difficult situation.
so to have enough
personal collapses
that you've survived
and then
collapse and survive
until you understand that this is the operating system
it's a collapsing operating system
and you collapse into your remembrance
of your true self all the time
then you don't really have doubts
or if you have doubts
just treat them as
random fears
that you just feel and they melt
away. So what
you're talking about this pain point,
it's like a fear coming in
and then parents
identifying with this.
So that's sort of
you
just don't identify with it.
Because we live in 2025,
it will be these, like you're talking
to a neighbor and you sort of
get some fears.
And if you identify with them,
you have the problem but if you're stable in your inner navigation system these random fears
are not really a problem they're just like little disturbances coming and going
and if you have a supportive network like your podcast then it shouldn't really be a problem
so it's only a problem if the parents are sort of
doubtful about their own path
and if
if they believe still
a part of them believes
that the matrix will be
a safer option
mostly I think it won't
anyway
how do we how can we support kids in their multi-dimensionality because for me I once told
my parents that there was someone in my bedroom waving at me from a corner and I had a peaceful
feeling but I couldn't really describe who it was and now when I look back I thought like there was
someone visiting me from wherever but I knew it was real I wasn't hallucinating or anything like
that. I'm very sure of that. Because sometimes when you have fever as a kid, you see shapes or
anything like that. But it was quite different. And my parents told me basically that I'm,
you know, that I have brain dysfunctionality or something like that. So that was the end of that
story. And I really think there's not enough support for kids to feel safe and to expand in
this direction maybe even because just a few kids are really supported by their parents and if you
don't have a really good network or community that is supporting this you might be quite alone with
that yeah it's um the nature of of this reality is that we we have all these different
parallel realities
that they're intertwining
and we can
interact with these beings
and
it's part of this lifestyle
like for me telepathy is
just as normal as talking with
the voice
it's just super normal
and so it's just different beings coming and going
coming and going, that's just like a multidimensional
life
and I guess there are still people that are
don't believe this or
they
work against this somehow
but it's just
how it is
and then for the children
to
be allowed to explore
these areas
would be beneficial for everyone
so it's nothing
scary
it's really normal
so I think
people just need to relax
a bit more
just observe what happens instead of fighting what happens in some true you know what i really think
now that i'm not on the canary islands anymore on the canary islands everyone is crazy so i was the
normal one i was really compared to all the other people i knew normal and that made me
do this unschooling lifestyles like it was easy for me now that I'm the weirdo between all this
metrics people where I live now makes me like feel like you know what I mean like I'm the weirdo now
that is so crazy like just a shift of 6 000 kilometers can make such a difference and when
people tell me you cannot run away from your problems you actually can into the relocating
to somewhere where you're not the freak, maybe that helps.
And I really think there are so many different kind of vibrational spots
on this earth.
I think a lot of spots are better for vibing with these potentials
than others because here where I'm now, meditation is fucking hard.
The first couple of weeks, it was almost impossible
to reach the point of the void or anything like that and now i'm i think at a good point but on
the canary islands it was way easier because i don't know maybe there is some different energy
grids some different vibe or anything like that so i'm really now a huge advocate of you can run
from your problems and go somewhere where the air is cleaner like the energy is better made like
supporting your goals and whatever i don't know how you think about that but i think i i just put a
yeah stamp underneath that statement for me that is true you can run from your problems if your
problem is a non-vibey environment where yeah people i think this is where people don't develop
certain
what is the word
abilities maybe
different ideas, thoughts,
inspirations if it's not coming through
like when you're
kept in
whatever this is
it's like living underneath
a shield
yeah I think this is
part of the new earth
navigation system
where you go
And again, we're coming back to the crystal body
and how the crystal body is moving around.
So if you're going somewhere,
you notice if you're using your mind,
if you're thinking about money and practical things,
you might end up in a place, matrix place.
Yes.
Because if you use your mind, you come to a mind place.
So like now I'm preparing for my Thailand trip.
so then my heart i let my heart feel in and actually i experience it as the the resort
the resorts or the hotels they are calling me and and i can feel um i feel the frequency of each
resort
so navigating
the planet
with the heart
instead of the mind
and then we're just drawn
to these
high frequency places
like you said the earth grid
so the earth grid
and then it's these portals
so some resorts
just happen to be in a really really high frequency place maybe the owners they don't
even know about it maybe they just inherited from their parents but everyone is sort of happy there
but and then that's also how these heart-to-heart connections with other people come about because
it's like it's no it's not so random that you end up there because the heart is calling you
it's just like go there go there and then other people feel the same signal
so running away from your problems is they always comes with you anyway so
i guess yes but you can solve them easier or more efficient in a more vibey place that is
That's what I learned.
And with other people.
Yes, exactly.
And here it takes ages to get something going.
I feel like walking through pudding.
You know these dreams where you run and you're so slow?
This is this.
Yeah, really disgusting.
The opposite of lucid dreaming is what is happening here.
But it's a good lecture for me because I was so used to living in a vibey environment where synchronicities were just normal for everybody.
around you and hear synchronicities that is just not something that that's part of their lifestyle
here so that's freaky but I want to talk a little bit more about your book because I've been working
on this as well for so many hours I've been reading through it and I've been really in the
beginning I remember the first time I've been reading through it it was like wow okay will I
ever understand all these different concepts to the point where I'm able to navigate through the
book to make it like easy accessible for others as well. And I do think there were so many different
topics, concepts, ideas, inspirations. It was a therapy for me to read and work on this.
and with every chapter I gained a lot of knowledge and a lot of security back that I always knew
somewhere inside of me that was true but I somehow got back a lot of missing pieces that
I lost on the way or somewhere I don't know and I really think it is like a treasure box
therapy treasure box where you can pull out different, even if you just read one chapter
and you ignore the rest, even that has immense value. I've been reading it with my son as well
and he hates reading. I mean, if I read to him, okay, but he's not someone who's reading by
himself but he did And he was reading the book to me in the end So I really think it a beautiful compilation of yeah how to grasp and how to invite the flow into your life And I want to know
where did that inspiration come from? What happened that you thought,
this is what I'm doing now? And the process of creating this book is interesting as well, I think.
Yeah. I guess you could say I did it to keep myself from going crazy. It's like, it's really out there. But when I put it in a book, it sort of sounded normal.
it made me feel safe
because when I was reading it
it actually makes sense
but my system
couldn't handle
those intense
multidimensional experiences
so for the listeners
we could just say that
it includes the body walking by itself
for example
so you can just imagine being like a human
and then
your body starts walking by itself
and it starts walking like into the forests
and guiding you to these crystalline hubs.
And there you get sort of initiated
by various extraterrestrial beings.
So in the beginning, the mind shift was like,
what is happening?
Like losing control, basically.
But then it started becoming quite fascinating.
And I started sort of waiting for the next time my body starts walking by itself.
But also realizing that this is actually what's going to happen to everybody at some point, unless they choose some kind of dystopian, low frequency environment.
so this is where we're all going and i sort of realized my responsibility in my role here that
yeah this is really freaky but actually everyone will go through this so like try to be like
learn and try to understand it so you can actually help others move through this
so I was sort of this
I need to do this for
the humanity, sort of like that
and then just let it
go and let it go
really crazy
oh nice
no Ruby
I think it's
yeah
no really, it's a good book
I'm really proud of
yeah
being one of the first persons to read it like you know like like holding a baby like right after
the mom touched it for the first time like oh my god yeah i mean we created it together i mean so
no i was just reading it alex is editing the book so it's been a great because it was just a mess
all over the place before so you really helped me to structure it into some kind of coherent story
and if someone reads it and it's still not well structured feedback gets back to me
i would like to know how many times each of us has been reading the book
i don't know next time i'm working on a book i'm gonna count because at the end i i had the
like complete structure in my head and it was really difficult for me to find the pieces that
I wanted to read in the physical version because in my head it was easier well as I of course this
is there and this and this and in the end having it like a physical print I'm really looking forward
to that point because this is next level I think I don't like reading on computers maybe this is why
yeah I mean I would like to have some images
something like that
so if it's any like artist or something like that
graphic designer that is listening to this
and feel inspired to make
to help out it would be nice for you to reach out
so it's still in the
still working on it it's like 10 people around the world reading it now
for giving feedback
and slowly slowly it's coming together
and it's all about
what we are going to go through
individually and collectively
in the next 20-30 years
where our bodies
our bodies will change
and we will not have any control
but our souls will come closer and closer and closer
still a long time to go
I hope I will survive that long to see that happening.
Yeah, no, I mean for...
I see opportunities also short term.
It's a lot of things happening.
I hope so.
Because right now, my surrounding is so dystopian.
you'll hear like military planes every day really low loud it's like a reminder of hey
metrics is calling and our lifestyle it's almost like the complete opposite of what is going out
on there it's interesting really interesting yeah but this really brings me back to what i talked
about in the beginning that we are now all these star seeds so it's millions and millions of people
right now in exactly the same situation
as you and me and the listeners.
So this time
is really for us to come together
in different retreats,
discussion groups,
and learning how to behave.
How to
behave without
matrix identities
and to just be true
and honest. This is where we are
now because we are like the grassroots
movement.
So we will build
the new earth in the future right now we're just learning like hi how are you and should i be happy
should i be sad am i strong now or am i weak now and to just be like that authentic person with
each other like all the time every because we are just like babies really stepping into these
higher consciousness having no clue at all staying like in control a little bit but then
it just collapses and staying in control and then it just collapses so yes that
hey it's everything is okay we are brothers and sisters and we meet with an open heart
and it's okay to cry it's okay if your body shakes because these movements that i'm talking about
they need to shake loose
so we have
the body moving
by itself
at the moment if you have a carbon
body it's stuck
it's stuck in stuck behaviors
and then it needs to shake out
of that and then it starts flowing
so to allow
you meet a person or you meet a group
if they shake
if they cry
if they
think that they are Jesus Christ
it's just like all good it's all part of the process because we are both strong and weak and
it goes all the time back and forth like this and as a humanity we're just learning how to
operate in this higher consciousness in these high densities
so i think now that seems to be my real message this is like i'm sending out the beacon for my
Thailand trip because I'm
I think it will be a lot of this
where I will just meet strangers
and start crying straight away
that's nice
I think that's beautiful
yeah
nice
I think we are through
I have no more
questions left
yeah
yeah that's good
that's a good place to stop
uh maybe i have one question for you
so if you're running away from your problems and you're giving yourself
permission to do this
where are you running next so you have to go then to a place with high frequency
people where the land
is very fine
so how's that process going
that is a long ass answer
I tried to shorten it
so I know I knew
already when I was a child
where I need to go
but I always thought
it's impossible
or it's just an idea
or whatever
and maybe like two or three years ago I can I say this I will just say it I don't know if this is
okay to say I took a bunch of mushrooms and the only thing that was shown to me was this exact
thing and like this feeling where I belong to and I really have not so many interests in in life
not so many things that inspire me, but this one thing on one topic.
So my main topic in life is really researching the language of God,
who is God, what is God, and differentiate between aliens and God
and what they brought to us and what people now refer to as the gods
and these kind of things.
And where to find this vibrational people that are really close to,
you're really just out of the metrics never touch the metrics and these kind of things and
I really think that my
task now is to figure out on a organisatory organization level maybe like that how to
make this happen because before I was too stuck on the idea that this is impossible
and now I'm just gonna do it I guess that's the only thing left I mean I've I have millions of
things on my bucket list but these were all side quests and this is it there I mean I've been
everywhere I wanted to go like for traveling I've met everyone I wanted to meet somehow I feel like
I've eaten all the crazy foods I've watched all the movies that are out there that could be
enjoyable everything else now is just a repetition of what i've been doing before
so if i don't do it now i'm gonna die off board and very soon that's it
yeah i think what um what i've been learning again recently is this that what takes you to
a place or what takes you to a
project
is not the same as
what you're supposed to do
it's like we are getting
these bridges all the time
and so
it's like
the crystal body is sort of
tricking the physical body
with some kind of award
and then
it's like the crystal
body is saying if you go there you will get
that
something like that
so the body is like
okay I will go there I will get that
and then when you come there
it's like something completely different
it was just
that you had to move to one place
to another
and then letting go of
why you came there
and just like small and big
things all the time
it can be like just moving
from one room to another room
and when you come there
you're like, what was it supposed to do here?
It doesn't matter.
Now you're there and it's like a new now moment.
So it's just like a little bridge
just to give you something,
just move your body and then...
I think this is very fascinating.
Non-linear lifestyle.
Yes.
Just imagine with a linear lifestyle.
I don't know.
My family really hates that about me.
but they're now getting used to it and the best part is when my grandma when the medication is
wearing off and she didn't turn on the tv for a couple of hours she's like really cool she's like
a crazy light worker but silenced by medication and tv and if this is wearing off she's like yeah
you should go there maybe tomorrow pack your bags dude and this is quite nice to see this old lady
supporting that idea and then as soon as the tv is switching on or the medication is being
like yeah then this is gone and then this is the impossible plan i'm talking about but
yeah let's see
I really think if I don't try this
I won't die in peace
and if I die trying to do it
then this is more peaceful than not trying it
so that's my conclusion
yes because this is what the mushrooms told me
if I don't do it I'm gonna die
I mean I'm gonna die anyway
that's the finish line
but I'm going to die because I didn't do it
because I'm going to be so sad and unfulfilled
that this will be a very short life
and I was like oh no I want to have more kids
I want to have grandkids
so I have to do it to see these other things as well
and I think for the sake of my happiness
and to just figure out why the fuck should I go there
I don't even know you know
that is the most hilarious part
what is my purpose
many people even forgot completely
why they came
so it's like at least you know
at least I know that
let's see and when I'm there
I think I will remember
and see what my
what my to-do list looks like
over there
I mean
let's see maybe it's just
existing
could be
yeah okay yeah so thank you very much for this little chat here and
hope to see you soon same really nice yeah thank you as well
that was really a nice spontaneous thing and made me really happy
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