1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:09,000 This is wildlife with my mom. I mean, I'm German. 2 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:15,500 This is wildlife with my mom. 3 00:00:15,500 --> 00:00:34,620 so very welcome Sam I don't know if it's the second or third podcast episode with you 4 00:00:34,620 --> 00:00:40,240 I forgot yeah actually the first one I did in my other name Sam Akataro but 5 00:00:40,240 --> 00:00:42,800 So this is the third in total, yes. 6 00:00:43,500 --> 00:00:43,860 Nice. 7 00:00:44,180 --> 00:00:44,780 That's a lot. 8 00:00:45,640 --> 00:00:46,120 Yeah. 9 00:00:46,740 --> 00:00:48,540 So, nice. 10 00:00:49,400 --> 00:00:51,840 Yeah, I don't really know how to describe you 11 00:00:51,840 --> 00:00:57,120 because you do a lot of different things from music to coaching 12 00:00:57,120 --> 00:01:00,520 to you do fancy awesome stuff. 13 00:01:00,920 --> 00:01:04,300 What I want to mention, by the way, is the last couple of months, 14 00:01:05,060 --> 00:01:09,960 me and my son, we did this multidimensional Bitcoiner coaching with you. 15 00:01:10,240 --> 00:01:15,300 That was really cool, like beyond cool, really nice. 16 00:01:15,300 --> 00:01:22,420 Because normally I'm not like good with regular meetings and these kind of things 17 00:01:22,420 --> 00:01:24,620 because my life is changing always. 18 00:01:24,860 --> 00:01:28,480 And this we pulled through while I was traveling. 19 00:01:28,680 --> 00:01:29,980 I'm so proud of myself. 20 00:01:30,480 --> 00:01:32,260 And I learned tons. 21 00:01:32,380 --> 00:01:34,080 My son enjoyed it lots. 22 00:01:34,080 --> 00:01:47,080 So I love that approach to life because I always felt as a kid and still sometimes now like I'm a weirdo because life is not what we see, but there's so much more to life. 23 00:01:47,800 --> 00:01:51,180 And with you, I feel like I can talk about these things very openly. 24 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:57,760 And that makes me feel like, OK, I'm not a weirdo, even if then you are a weirdo too, which is nice. 25 00:01:57,760 --> 00:02:01,000 but I think you are 26 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:03,140 someone who brings all these 27 00:02:03,140 --> 00:02:05,140 different levels that 28 00:02:05,140 --> 00:02:07,300 are part of life into 29 00:02:07,300 --> 00:02:09,120 life 30 00:02:09,120 --> 00:02:11,380 you know what I mean? Doesn't make sense what I said 31 00:02:11,380 --> 00:02:13,520 but you reintegrate 32 00:02:13,520 --> 00:02:15,340 these aspects, I really like that 33 00:02:15,340 --> 00:02:17,660 so I don't know if you want to 34 00:02:17,660 --> 00:02:19,220 introduce yourself briefly 35 00:02:19,220 --> 00:02:21,220 if I did it 36 00:02:21,220 --> 00:02:22,500 correctly 37 00:02:22,500 --> 00:02:25,260 I can just comment 38 00:02:25,260 --> 00:02:27,000 on what you were saying there 39 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:37,820 and yeah embodiment has been the the big theme for me the last few years to make it really to 40 00:02:37,820 --> 00:02:48,120 like really live like a new age person because before i had the ability to channel and to to 41 00:02:48,120 --> 00:02:58,940 access higher consciousness but my physical body was still like a normal person and then to 42 00:02:58,940 --> 00:03:07,340 take the next step and sort of surrender that normal person and just become the soul in this 43 00:03:07,340 --> 00:03:17,300 body so then everything becomes fluid and and and so that bitcoiner multidimensional bitcoiner 44 00:03:17,300 --> 00:03:27,460 course it was like okay we're doing this course but we couldn't have fixed times because it was 45 00:03:27,460 --> 00:03:35,680 not multidimensional so we needed to really feel into when we were supposed to have the different 46 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:43,300 sessions individual sessions group sessions and to really tune into that song of the universe 47 00:03:43,300 --> 00:03:51,400 it was no other way i couldn't be more structured than than that because then it would break the 48 00:03:51,400 --> 00:04:01,280 flow so it was a really nice experience yes true what i really like about you is that you 49 00:04:01,280 --> 00:04:09,620 think that the flow is really really important and i remember that i tried to explain to my 50 00:04:09,620 --> 00:04:14,500 parents I was already grown up and had a child that because they are always like when are you 51 00:04:14,500 --> 00:04:21,260 coming back to Germany to visit us and these kind of like really planned things and I was always like 52 00:04:21,260 --> 00:04:26,560 I need to go with the flow I don't know when I will be there I'm gonna book a flight maybe two 53 00:04:26,560 --> 00:04:33,640 weeks prior to actually doing it but I'm not someone who can decide now what to do in the 54 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:41,240 next six months that's just crazy ridiculous for me and i know that you are really into keeping the 55 00:04:41,240 --> 00:04:47,600 flow in your life and i know this is quite advanced let's say it like that it's advanced lifestyle 56 00:04:47,600 --> 00:04:53,500 because it's hard because the world around us doesn't work like this normally and we have to 57 00:04:53,500 --> 00:05:02,660 somehow manage to keep our flow while maintaining all these outside structures that are part of our 58 00:05:02,660 --> 00:05:10,020 life as well and yeah i don't know what do you think about that yeah in the beginning we maintained 59 00:05:10,020 --> 00:05:17,900 them but after a while we used to let them collapse completely because they are low frequency 60 00:05:17,900 --> 00:05:23,460 structures that that we don't need anymore we needed them maybe five years ago 10 years ago 61 00:05:23,460 --> 00:05:30,780 but now because so many people are living in a new consciousness it's really not necessary to keep 62 00:05:30,780 --> 00:05:32,720 them going 63 00:05:32,720 --> 00:05:34,440 anymore. But 64 00:05:34,440 --> 00:05:35,820 this with 65 00:05:35,820 --> 00:05:37,620 the flow 66 00:05:37,620 --> 00:05:40,340 is that 67 00:05:40,340 --> 00:05:42,840 it doesn't go where we want it to 68 00:05:42,840 --> 00:05:44,720 go. It is a 69 00:05:44,720 --> 00:05:46,580 flow and we need to surrender 70 00:05:46,580 --> 00:05:47,340 to that flow. 71 00:05:48,520 --> 00:05:50,160 And to do that 72 00:05:50,160 --> 00:05:52,320 seems 73 00:05:52,320 --> 00:05:54,820 maybe easy as an idea 74 00:05:54,820 --> 00:05:56,640 but when we actually 75 00:05:56,640 --> 00:05:57,140 do it 76 00:05:57,140 --> 00:06:00,480 it continues to bring us 77 00:06:00,480 --> 00:06:05,560 into pain, which is the opposite of what everybody in the matrix is. 78 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:10,680 The matrix is like a whole structure based around avoiding pain in different ways. 79 00:06:11,660 --> 00:06:16,540 So when we step out of that, we have to face and feel the pain. 80 00:06:17,400 --> 00:06:22,120 And then where the flow is like going like pain and then joy and then pain 81 00:06:22,120 --> 00:06:24,660 and then inspiration and then pain. 82 00:06:25,140 --> 00:06:30,280 And to get used to that, because we are so used to avoiding pain, 83 00:06:30,480 --> 00:06:32,560 but 84 00:06:32,560 --> 00:06:34,760 when we 85 00:06:34,760 --> 00:06:35,940 accept that 86 00:06:35,940 --> 00:06:38,740 and we accept like okay this is nature 87 00:06:38,740 --> 00:06:41,020 this is evolution this is how it goes 88 00:06:41,020 --> 00:06:42,500 and 89 00:06:42,500 --> 00:06:44,340 then we just 90 00:06:44,340 --> 00:06:46,900 ride ups and downs 91 00:06:46,900 --> 00:06:48,380 wherever it takes us 92 00:06:48,380 --> 00:06:50,340 nice 93 00:06:50,340 --> 00:06:52,860 yeah I think feeling the pain 94 00:06:52,860 --> 00:06:56,640 sometimes I 95 00:06:56,640 --> 00:06:58,440 also enjoy that phase 96 00:06:58,440 --> 00:07:00,360 when you're I call it the 97 00:07:00,360 --> 00:07:06,540 valley of shit before you climb the next mountain you know you have to go through it it's always 98 00:07:06,540 --> 00:07:13,100 different kind of shit but it makes you stronger it forms you in a certain way and it gives you 99 00:07:13,100 --> 00:07:20,680 new perspectives because right now um after traveling for a little bit i got stuck somewhere 100 00:07:20,680 --> 00:07:28,920 where i'm now and this being stuck feeling i always avoided it by telling myself i want to be 101 00:07:28,920 --> 00:07:37,860 where I am like geographically that is not the truth anymore so I'm back to this feeling stuck 102 00:07:37,860 --> 00:07:45,080 feeling but now this time I really enjoy it because I know if I feel it I can change it 103 00:07:45,080 --> 00:07:51,820 actually and if I go through it I can work with it and that's beautiful and I think pain we are so 104 00:07:51,820 --> 00:07:58,860 connected to the idea that pain is always this negative big thing. 105 00:07:59,580 --> 00:08:03,080 And of course, it's often not so nice. 106 00:08:03,560 --> 00:08:06,680 But I think a lot of people don't see the value of pain, 107 00:08:06,820 --> 00:08:07,680 and it's immense. 108 00:08:09,620 --> 00:08:12,260 Where else do we learn so much but from pain? 109 00:08:16,260 --> 00:08:18,160 Yeah, and it's a realignment. 110 00:08:18,160 --> 00:08:19,920 and it's 111 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:24,140 moving us to the next level of consciousness 112 00:08:24,140 --> 00:08:26,000 otherwise we just stay 113 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:27,220 and repeat the same 114 00:08:27,220 --> 00:08:29,200 frequencies 115 00:08:29,200 --> 00:08:30,920 over and over again 116 00:08:30,920 --> 00:08:33,880 so the pain is realignment 117 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:37,500 and so it's basically erasing 118 00:08:37,500 --> 00:08:38,820 your past 119 00:08:38,820 --> 00:08:41,320 which is then transforming your future 120 00:08:41,320 --> 00:08:43,560 so 121 00:08:43,560 --> 00:08:45,320 yeah 122 00:08:45,320 --> 00:08:47,300 it can sound 123 00:08:47,300 --> 00:08:49,080 negative 124 00:08:49,080 --> 00:08:51,260 but 125 00:08:51,260 --> 00:08:53,700 it's part of the journey 126 00:08:53,700 --> 00:08:57,860 yeah you can't avoid it 127 00:08:57,860 --> 00:08:59,820 you can 128 00:08:59,820 --> 00:09:01,980 I mean you can but it's just for a matter 129 00:09:01,980 --> 00:09:03,960 of time 130 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:06,020 and then it's like borrowing 131 00:09:06,020 --> 00:09:08,080 happiness from the future 132 00:09:08,080 --> 00:09:09,500 if you try to avoid it 133 00:09:09,500 --> 00:09:11,900 and it doesn't make sense 134 00:09:11,900 --> 00:09:13,740 because you've got to give it back 135 00:09:13,740 --> 00:09:14,580 and then it hurts 136 00:09:14,580 --> 00:09:17,780 at the top of the amount maybe. 137 00:09:19,600 --> 00:09:23,960 Yeah, I think also this natural abundance doesn't really work. 138 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:29,420 So this pain also connects you to the magnetism 139 00:09:29,420 --> 00:09:34,980 that makes things come towards you 140 00:09:34,980 --> 00:09:37,520 rather than chasing them. 141 00:09:41,520 --> 00:09:42,820 That's a nice thing. 142 00:09:44,580 --> 00:09:47,240 Yes, I really like that concept. 143 00:09:51,700 --> 00:09:54,200 I'm just feeling into the moment a little bit. 144 00:09:55,900 --> 00:09:57,280 Taking a breath here. 145 00:10:04,060 --> 00:10:05,760 Yeah, what's the next question then? 146 00:10:06,820 --> 00:10:08,060 Now I forgot it. 147 00:10:08,600 --> 00:10:10,080 Maybe not so important. 148 00:10:10,460 --> 00:10:10,980 Yeah. 149 00:10:10,980 --> 00:10:15,180 no I got this inspiration 150 00:10:15,180 --> 00:10:17,300 yes 151 00:10:17,300 --> 00:10:20,100 I got this inspiration 152 00:10:20,100 --> 00:10:22,420 that we were talking about the crystal body today 153 00:10:22,420 --> 00:10:23,300 true 154 00:10:23,300 --> 00:10:24,940 because it's 155 00:10:24,940 --> 00:10:27,300 connected to children 156 00:10:27,300 --> 00:10:30,300 because basically they sort of have it 157 00:10:30,300 --> 00:10:30,740 and then 158 00:10:30,740 --> 00:10:33,880 they get programmed out of it 159 00:10:33,880 --> 00:10:36,020 and then we have people like 160 00:10:36,020 --> 00:10:36,900 you and me 161 00:10:36,900 --> 00:10:38,880 we are stepping into it 162 00:10:38,880 --> 00:10:52,060 So I think it's a good topic for these podcasts and this audience to partly to understand the children and how they are operating, actually, how they naturally should be operating. 163 00:10:52,060 --> 00:10:54,160 and also for us adults 164 00:10:54,160 --> 00:10:56,640 what we are actually moving into 165 00:10:56,640 --> 00:10:57,780 because we are all 166 00:10:57,780 --> 00:11:00,980 even if we are resisting it 167 00:11:00,980 --> 00:11:02,560 the universe 168 00:11:02,560 --> 00:11:04,780 snaps us back and forces us to 169 00:11:04,780 --> 00:11:06,760 to transform into 170 00:11:06,760 --> 00:11:09,060 these crystal bodies because the whole planet 171 00:11:09,060 --> 00:11:10,680 is just 172 00:11:10,680 --> 00:11:12,480 raising 173 00:11:12,480 --> 00:11:13,680 the frequencies 174 00:11:13,680 --> 00:11:16,920 so that's where we are going and that's where the children 175 00:11:16,920 --> 00:11:17,380 are 176 00:11:17,380 --> 00:11:20,940 so how do you feel about 177 00:11:20,940 --> 00:11:21,580 this topic 178 00:11:21,580 --> 00:11:31,500 I love it because I always said that my child is my best teacher because he's whole he's not broken 179 00:11:31,500 --> 00:11:39,740 yet I hope he will never be and how he operates is how we should operate so I learned from him 180 00:11:39,740 --> 00:11:47,480 how to trust my gut feeling how to yeah really deep dive into meditation again all these things 181 00:11:47,480 --> 00:11:55,640 how to play I mean all these things that make life valuable somehow I learned from him and then 182 00:11:55,640 --> 00:12:04,060 I remembered as a child like when it was taken from me and that made me realize okay if this is 183 00:12:04,060 --> 00:12:09,220 something you can take from someone maybe this should have stayed with me and just imagine there 184 00:12:09,220 --> 00:12:18,660 were more people being yeah more whole less broken less maybe distracted by what is going 185 00:12:18,660 --> 00:12:25,280 on around them and more focused on what's going on inside them i don't know you think 186 00:12:25,280 --> 00:12:33,580 we are stepping into that world where this is yeah the new normal maybe that would be 187 00:12:33,580 --> 00:12:44,060 huge because right now it feels like uh oh you know what i really like that i really want to say 188 00:12:44,060 --> 00:12:51,200 um you are writing a book completely different topic but there was one sentence and that really 189 00:12:51,200 --> 00:12:57,780 got stuck with me until today obviously um that we even if it feels like everything's falling apart 190 00:12:57,780 --> 00:13:07,520 it's the opposite it's like being built back up so to say and I really like that because I always 191 00:13:07,520 --> 00:13:13,840 felt like even as a kid I always had like a backpack packed and in case something happens 192 00:13:13,840 --> 00:13:22,580 and I need to run away the rest of my family didn't I was the only one and the sentence like 193 00:13:22,580 --> 00:13:28,840 it feels like it's crumbling but the truth is quite the opposite that is really nice because 194 00:13:28,840 --> 00:13:34,680 how do we know how can i trust the feeling if it feels like everything's falling apart i really 195 00:13:34,680 --> 00:13:39,640 like that and i think it's connected to your perspective that we are stepping into a future 196 00:13:39,640 --> 00:13:45,980 where more and more people are aware of their crystal bodies and what is connected to this 197 00:13:45,980 --> 00:13:56,480 yes so this falling apart or this collapsing feeling it is basically our nature 198 00:13:56,480 --> 00:14:06,400 that was destroyed so it collapsed so it's collapsed fields but these fields were us 199 00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:09,180 so we collapse them 200 00:14:09,180 --> 00:14:11,860 and then to reopen them 201 00:14:11,860 --> 00:14:14,720 it feels like they're collapsing 202 00:14:14,720 --> 00:14:18,560 but we're just remembering the essence of those 203 00:14:18,560 --> 00:14:21,320 fields and integrating 204 00:14:21,320 --> 00:14:25,680 those fields into our everyday lives 205 00:14:25,680 --> 00:14:29,840 so yes this is what I see all around me 206 00:14:29,840 --> 00:14:32,780 so people have 207 00:14:32,780 --> 00:14:34,900 different collapses 208 00:14:34,900 --> 00:14:36,680 and then some 209 00:14:36,680 --> 00:14:39,020 sometimes they ask me 210 00:14:39,020 --> 00:14:40,000 what should I do 211 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:42,480 and they don't like my answer 212 00:14:42,480 --> 00:14:45,140 because I just say you need to let it 213 00:14:45,140 --> 00:14:45,700 collapse 214 00:14:45,700 --> 00:14:49,140 because it's like you had like a 215 00:14:49,140 --> 00:14:50,240 fake structure 216 00:14:50,240 --> 00:14:53,000 like a control structure in that 217 00:14:53,000 --> 00:14:55,080 field and now it wants 218 00:14:55,080 --> 00:14:56,060 to harmonize 219 00:14:56,060 --> 00:14:58,660 and just be natural and in flow 220 00:14:58,660 --> 00:14:59,800 with the universe 221 00:14:59,800 --> 00:15:03,120 so when you try to maintain it 222 00:15:03,120 --> 00:15:05,800 you're just 223 00:15:05,800 --> 00:15:08,720 holding on to 224 00:15:08,720 --> 00:15:11,100 a dysfunctional structure 225 00:15:11,100 --> 00:15:13,760 so if it's a relationship 226 00:15:13,760 --> 00:15:15,160 or if it's a project 227 00:15:15,160 --> 00:15:17,300 work or whatever 228 00:15:17,300 --> 00:15:19,720 they're just 229 00:15:19,720 --> 00:15:20,440 collapsing 230 00:15:20,440 --> 00:15:22,300 if they are not supported by the universe 231 00:15:22,300 --> 00:15:25,160 if they are not in harmony 232 00:15:25,160 --> 00:15:26,760 with the bigger picture 233 00:15:26,760 --> 00:15:28,780 they are being collapsed 234 00:15:28,780 --> 00:15:30,480 and then the choice is 235 00:15:30,480 --> 00:15:32,360 to keep maintaining it 236 00:15:32,360 --> 00:15:34,800 because of fear and control. 237 00:15:36,300 --> 00:15:41,520 But it's just to allow it all to collapse. 238 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:50,920 And then we just land into the peace and the flow. 239 00:15:52,860 --> 00:15:53,480 That's nice. 240 00:15:55,480 --> 00:16:00,420 Maybe it will happen also in this interview. 241 00:16:02,360 --> 00:16:03,700 We will collapse. 242 00:16:05,060 --> 00:16:06,740 Let's see who and why. 243 00:16:07,280 --> 00:16:08,260 I would like to see that. 244 00:16:11,340 --> 00:16:13,820 Yes, maybe about collapsing fields. 245 00:16:15,040 --> 00:16:18,900 There is like a huge range of things that can collapse. 246 00:16:19,600 --> 00:16:25,960 And maybe just for anybody who's not into that topic yet. 247 00:16:29,880 --> 00:16:32,120 Just letting things collapse. 248 00:16:32,120 --> 00:16:39,660 I mean, that is nice, but I think it's easier to say than to really let it collapse. 249 00:16:39,960 --> 00:16:44,320 Because normally I know people that really try to gather all the pieces back together 250 00:16:44,320 --> 00:16:47,740 and fix it and fix it and fix it instead of going forward. 251 00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:52,780 And I'm always wondering if the fear of the unknown that comes, 252 00:16:53,100 --> 00:16:59,280 like the unknown that comes afterwards, is bigger than the pain of holding on. 253 00:16:59,280 --> 00:17:18,136 And sometimes there a point where this is turning around that the fear of the unknown is smaller than the pain of holding on maybe I don really know what my original question was but maybe it something related to 254 00:17:18,136 --> 00:17:26,836 when do we know if it's a collapsing field or if we should try harder because it's like 255 00:17:26,836 --> 00:17:29,816 a challenge that we should go through or something like that? 256 00:17:29,816 --> 00:17:41,256 yeah as we switch to only inspiration or act on your highest excitement things like this so 257 00:17:41,256 --> 00:17:52,836 so when we step out then we notice when we do things out of fear and we get to know the taste 258 00:17:52,836 --> 00:17:54,376 of inspiration. 259 00:17:55,416 --> 00:17:55,996 So then we just 260 00:17:55,996 --> 00:17:58,336 remember 261 00:17:58,336 --> 00:18:00,796 that we should only do things 262 00:18:00,796 --> 00:18:02,216 when we are inspired to do. 263 00:18:02,556 --> 00:18:04,496 Only do things that we love to do. 264 00:18:05,396 --> 00:18:06,736 So if it's something that is 265 00:18:06,736 --> 00:18:07,256 collapsing, 266 00:18:09,376 --> 00:18:09,876 then 267 00:18:09,876 --> 00:18:12,696 if you force 268 00:18:12,696 --> 00:18:14,616 yourself to do anything, then it's 269 00:18:14,616 --> 00:18:15,376 out of fear. 270 00:18:16,256 --> 00:18:18,696 But you just wake up and you want 271 00:18:18,696 --> 00:18:19,116 to 272 00:18:19,116 --> 00:18:24,316 maintain something 273 00:18:24,316 --> 00:18:27,476 then you just feel happy to do it 274 00:18:27,476 --> 00:18:30,416 and I think it's quite easy to notice the difference 275 00:18:30,416 --> 00:18:31,876 if you're doing something from fear 276 00:18:31,876 --> 00:18:33,176 like this 277 00:18:33,176 --> 00:18:36,536 or if you're just like wow I want to do this 278 00:18:36,536 --> 00:18:42,596 so then you only do things from inspiration 279 00:18:42,596 --> 00:18:44,616 and that's your compass 280 00:18:44,616 --> 00:18:47,796 I was thinking about 281 00:18:47,796 --> 00:18:52,136 how many fields I would like to let collapse. 282 00:18:52,496 --> 00:18:55,356 There's a long list of things I would like to kick out of my life. 283 00:18:56,916 --> 00:19:00,116 And sometimes I'm wondering because there's a small degree. 284 00:19:00,936 --> 00:19:02,996 For example, if I have a recording, 285 00:19:04,076 --> 00:19:07,256 I really need to say like 60% of the time, 286 00:19:07,256 --> 00:19:10,636 I don't feel like doing it, but five minutes in, 287 00:19:10,776 --> 00:19:14,256 I feel perfectly fine. And I, afterwards, I don't regret it. 288 00:19:14,356 --> 00:19:16,436 It's not like, oh my God, why did I do this to me? 289 00:19:16,436 --> 00:19:24,076 but then sometimes I feel like why am I even doing this I should maybe let it collapse and have some 290 00:19:24,076 --> 00:19:31,536 time of not doing this podcast at all to see if the inspiration lets me do it but then I'm thinking 291 00:19:31,536 --> 00:19:38,276 I try to record episodes only about what we do like unschooling wise while we travel 292 00:19:38,276 --> 00:19:45,136 and it doesn't really change the approach because I was initially thinking it's because I need to 293 00:19:45,136 --> 00:19:53,396 talk to another human being that is so mean but it wasn't that so i don't really know i have like 294 00:19:53,396 --> 00:20:00,536 a list of things i i need to let collapse and hopefully i will do that soon so how many things 295 00:20:00,536 --> 00:20:06,936 do you want to let like do you want to see collapse maybe none because you already live the flow life 296 00:20:06,936 --> 00:20:11,316 it's not much left to collapse 297 00:20:11,316 --> 00:20:14,636 but 298 00:20:14,636 --> 00:20:16,536 but it's like 299 00:20:16,536 --> 00:20:18,676 it's more scary in the beginning 300 00:20:18,676 --> 00:20:21,076 and then 301 00:20:21,076 --> 00:20:23,196 you build these 302 00:20:23,196 --> 00:20:25,096 communities with 303 00:20:25,096 --> 00:20:26,816 people in similar situations 304 00:20:26,816 --> 00:20:28,876 and 305 00:20:28,876 --> 00:20:31,336 so we are like encouraging each other 306 00:20:31,336 --> 00:20:32,576 reminding each other 307 00:20:32,576 --> 00:20:35,176 and I think 308 00:20:35,176 --> 00:20:43,736 that's that's where we are now it's all these star seeds light workers like we are all figuring out 309 00:20:43,736 --> 00:20:51,576 how to live in flow so we are all sort of in the same situation we are in this like we access higher 310 00:20:51,576 --> 00:20:55,576 consciousness and we can see the bigger picture and we know there's nothing to worry about but 311 00:20:55,576 --> 00:21:01,816 then we drop down and we're detoxing some fear and we go back and forth back and forth so basically 312 00:21:01,816 --> 00:21:04,136 we have no clue at all what's going on 313 00:21:04,136 --> 00:21:06,296 at the same time as we feel safe 314 00:21:06,296 --> 00:21:07,776 and guided and supported 315 00:21:07,776 --> 00:21:09,076 and we get all this evidence 316 00:21:09,076 --> 00:21:11,516 so it's like 317 00:21:11,516 --> 00:21:13,596 we are all living in these 318 00:21:13,596 --> 00:21:20,796 in this void 319 00:21:20,796 --> 00:21:24,776 and we are helping each other 320 00:21:24,776 --> 00:21:27,656 and every interaction 321 00:21:27,656 --> 00:21:29,056 with other people 322 00:21:29,056 --> 00:21:31,696 if we bring this up 323 00:21:31,816 --> 00:21:36,816 you will find that everyone is in the same position like like you say oh i have few 324 00:21:36,816 --> 00:21:47,696 fields i probably would like to collapse you know everyone is doing this so we are learning as a 325 00:21:47,696 --> 00:21:56,336 species together by just randomly meeting each other so so when we navigate through the heart 326 00:21:56,336 --> 00:21:57,276 instead of the mind. 327 00:21:57,876 --> 00:22:00,296 So this is what we do in a crystal body. 328 00:22:00,476 --> 00:22:04,256 We don't categorize and analyze. 329 00:22:04,676 --> 00:22:07,036 We just feel in where we should go, 330 00:22:07,236 --> 00:22:08,196 who we should meet with. 331 00:22:09,176 --> 00:22:12,536 And then we only meet people that do the same. 332 00:22:12,756 --> 00:22:13,976 It's like that frequency. 333 00:22:14,156 --> 00:22:15,316 It's the heart frequency. 334 00:22:15,876 --> 00:22:18,196 So you have the other people with the mind. 335 00:22:18,336 --> 00:22:20,176 They are meeting other mind people. 336 00:22:20,176 --> 00:22:22,276 And then heart people are meeting heart people. 337 00:22:22,276 --> 00:22:25,156 and then we are all 338 00:22:25,156 --> 00:22:32,456 in the same situation so we take turns being strong and being weak 339 00:22:32,456 --> 00:22:40,836 because it's like no competition because most of us all of us we are empaths so we meet someone 340 00:22:40,836 --> 00:22:46,916 and we feel their entire energy body and they feel my energy body that's just like a baseline 341 00:22:47,716 --> 00:22:56,436 and then we know we have nothing to fear we have this 2025 or a year here where it's still confusing 342 00:22:57,236 --> 00:23:04,676 but we have no fear between each other and then is this mechanism of one energy body 343 00:23:05,556 --> 00:23:11,396 being really strong and the other one going into pain because you still need to go to pay even if 344 00:23:11,396 --> 00:23:15,396 you meet someone you can't pretend to be happy all the time then you're not authentic because 345 00:23:15,396 --> 00:23:21,796 they feel your energies and you feel them so it's nothing to hide so you automatically open up 346 00:23:21,796 --> 00:23:28,036 very quickly and easily because you trust this person because you feel their soul and their love 347 00:23:28,916 --> 00:23:36,356 and then it's like even if you met someone just five minutes ago and then you say how was your 348 00:23:36,356 --> 00:23:42,996 week you know then you say am i going strong or am i going weak if you're going strong you will 349 00:23:42,996 --> 00:23:50,436 just say something really wise and nice and help them because they sort of were freaking out but 350 00:23:50,436 --> 00:23:57,076 if you go down then they step up and they are like holding space for you because they are used to it 351 00:23:57,076 --> 00:24:02,356 they do it with all their friends and then they are helping you to heal something that happened that 352 00:24:02,356 --> 00:24:11,476 week yeah that is really nice because you know what my best friend when i met her it was like 353 00:24:11,476 --> 00:24:19,416 instant, like the same level. I understood her without knowing her at all. And I had the feeling 354 00:24:19,416 --> 00:24:25,496 like she knows what I think. She can read my mind. And it was so scary. And I was sitting there and 355 00:24:25,496 --> 00:24:29,416 there were other people around and I was like, okay, now I really need to think about what I'm 356 00:24:29,416 --> 00:24:36,976 thinking about. Can she like censor that I'm thinking about my thoughts as well? I censor them. 357 00:24:36,976 --> 00:24:44,616 turns out I think she can and the nice thing is now we live so far apart from each other and we 358 00:24:44,616 --> 00:24:49,776 used to be close neighbors the last couple of months and it's still working out like I still 359 00:24:49,776 --> 00:24:56,116 know when she can't sleep and all these things are in my head and it's very very interesting 360 00:24:56,116 --> 00:25:03,756 um because normally I'm not like a people person but with this person she's so intelligent and you 361 00:25:03,756 --> 00:25:09,736 cannot hide anything from her so that makes it so interesting because I know that I do play 362 00:25:09,736 --> 00:25:16,296 games like mind games with other people who cannot sense these kind of things to not let them in or 363 00:25:16,296 --> 00:25:21,996 to not overshare or just simply to not connect with them because I don't want to but with some 364 00:25:21,996 --> 00:25:27,716 people you cannot not connect and that is beautiful I think and the other part of this is you cannot 365 00:25:27,716 --> 00:25:33,716 not connect to yourself and to the universe because i don't know maybe a week ago someone 366 00:25:33,716 --> 00:25:40,636 asked me how do you not crumble under all the pressure you have and all the shit that you have 367 00:25:40,636 --> 00:25:48,376 going on and i never think about this because i just go on because i have to trust that and also 368 00:25:48,376 --> 00:25:57,476 the same yeah person was like it's so brave of you what you're doing just uh yeah leaving germany 369 00:25:57,476 --> 00:26:04,116 leaving the next country always yeah on the hunt and these kind of things but i don't think it's 370 00:26:04,116 --> 00:26:11,076 brave it's the only option you know what i mean so i think people are really thinking about their 371 00:26:11,076 --> 00:26:19,236 next steps i cannot do this it is just i trust that what i feel is the right thing so i act 372 00:26:19,236 --> 00:26:26,936 upon this and sometimes when i look back it makes sense of course but in the moment i just do what 373 00:26:26,936 --> 00:26:34,156 I feel like I need to do, even if it feels maybe even uncomfortable or weird in that situation. 374 00:26:34,516 --> 00:26:40,536 So I think this trust between humans and yourself and the universe, that's a really beautiful thing. 375 00:26:40,536 --> 00:26:47,576 But what I also see that not everyone that can see other people can see themselves, 376 00:26:48,116 --> 00:26:53,436 because maybe I do have that a little bit, that I cannot see myself as well as I can see other people. 377 00:26:53,436 --> 00:26:56,616 it's some kind of 378 00:26:56,616 --> 00:26:58,236 disease 379 00:26:58,236 --> 00:27:00,716 I don't know 380 00:27:00,716 --> 00:27:04,476 some kind of blindness of course 381 00:27:04,476 --> 00:27:06,096 maybe, I don't know 382 00:27:06,096 --> 00:27:09,316 some blind spots, something we don't want to see 383 00:27:09,316 --> 00:27:09,656 yeah 384 00:27:09,656 --> 00:27:12,096 yeah 385 00:27:12,096 --> 00:27:15,216 it's all part of 386 00:27:15,216 --> 00:27:18,556 of the journey 387 00:27:18,556 --> 00:27:21,576 yeah but it's really 388 00:27:21,576 --> 00:27:25,396 like when I started meeting 389 00:27:25,396 --> 00:27:28,436 these kind of people that you can't hide anything from 390 00:27:28,436 --> 00:27:31,596 I think everything changed for me 391 00:27:31,596 --> 00:27:33,896 and 392 00:27:33,896 --> 00:27:38,896 this is just something that is just growing and growing 393 00:27:38,896 --> 00:27:42,276 with more people 394 00:27:42,276 --> 00:27:45,056 and 395 00:27:45,056 --> 00:27:50,556 it's this unconditional love 396 00:27:50,556 --> 00:27:53,256 that is felt 397 00:27:53,256 --> 00:27:55,176 between, in the beginning 398 00:27:55,176 --> 00:27:56,696 I could only do it with men 399 00:27:56,696 --> 00:27:58,336 because I had 400 00:27:58,336 --> 00:28:00,896 blocks and issues 401 00:28:00,896 --> 00:28:02,136 mother issues 402 00:28:02,136 --> 00:28:04,736 so 403 00:28:04,736 --> 00:28:07,056 but now I can do it with women 404 00:28:07,056 --> 00:28:07,516 also 405 00:28:07,516 --> 00:28:09,016 and 406 00:28:09,016 --> 00:28:11,356 it's 407 00:28:11,356 --> 00:28:17,416 it's really nice 408 00:28:17,416 --> 00:28:19,436 it is 409 00:28:19,436 --> 00:28:21,516 that is to be honest 410 00:28:21,516 --> 00:28:24,096 really cool 411 00:28:24,096 --> 00:28:26,276 let's talk a little bit more about the crystal 412 00:28:26,276 --> 00:28:27,936 body thing because I think for 413 00:28:27,936 --> 00:28:30,136 a lot of people this is like a 414 00:28:30,136 --> 00:28:32,256 vague concept that is somewhere 415 00:28:32,256 --> 00:28:34,296 maybe because 416 00:28:34,296 --> 00:28:36,316 I know you are really good 417 00:28:36,316 --> 00:28:38,336 in finding easy words 418 00:28:38,336 --> 00:28:39,696 to describe really 419 00:28:39,696 --> 00:28:41,696 complex concepts 420 00:28:41,696 --> 00:28:46,216 yeah 421 00:28:46,216 --> 00:28:47,616 yeah 422 00:28:47,616 --> 00:28:49,256 I've been writing this book 423 00:28:49,256 --> 00:28:51,456 and been trying to explain 424 00:28:51,456 --> 00:28:53,736 or also helping myself 425 00:28:53,736 --> 00:28:54,496 to navigate 426 00:28:54,496 --> 00:28:56,916 all these bodily changes 427 00:28:56,916 --> 00:28:59,076 because it's quite 428 00:28:59,076 --> 00:29:03,796 it's not a walk in the park 429 00:29:03,796 --> 00:29:05,696 it's really basically 430 00:29:05,696 --> 00:29:08,556 the embodiment process 431 00:29:08,556 --> 00:29:09,636 it's really that you're 432 00:29:09,636 --> 00:29:13,036 you're allowing your 433 00:29:13,036 --> 00:29:14,356 old identity 434 00:29:14,356 --> 00:29:16,436 from this 435 00:29:16,436 --> 00:29:18,676 like your childhood and stuff like this 436 00:29:18,676 --> 00:29:20,936 to really just disappear 437 00:29:20,936 --> 00:29:25,676 and have no control over how your body moves. 438 00:29:27,676 --> 00:29:35,376 And this is a very big transformation. 439 00:29:36,276 --> 00:29:38,576 But that's where the crystal body comes in 440 00:29:38,576 --> 00:29:41,276 because it's just based in flow. 441 00:29:41,276 --> 00:29:43,316 and 442 00:29:43,316 --> 00:29:46,496 we learn that 443 00:29:46,496 --> 00:29:49,576 how the body moves 444 00:29:49,576 --> 00:29:51,836 is like an echo 445 00:29:51,836 --> 00:29:54,016 of the soul to soul 446 00:29:54,016 --> 00:29:55,676 connection happening in the background 447 00:29:55,676 --> 00:29:58,176 so like when you describe 448 00:29:58,176 --> 00:29:59,096 your best friend 449 00:29:59,096 --> 00:30:01,516 you know it's like 450 00:30:01,516 --> 00:30:04,016 it's like two souls 451 00:30:04,016 --> 00:30:04,896 like this 452 00:30:04,896 --> 00:30:07,356 and then you're just like 453 00:30:07,356 --> 00:30:09,296 doing something with the body 454 00:30:09,296 --> 00:30:17,396 but you can really feel that this is like an energy frequency interaction and that the body 455 00:30:17,396 --> 00:30:27,036 language and the words are secondary and this is also how people could relate to this podcast 456 00:30:27,036 --> 00:30:31,496 because it's not the words it's really 457 00:30:31,496 --> 00:30:35,016 and transmission 458 00:30:35,016 --> 00:30:39,276 and how your body is reacting to 459 00:30:39,276 --> 00:30:44,156 listening to this conversation here. 460 00:30:48,156 --> 00:30:51,276 Do you hear that noise? 461 00:30:51,836 --> 00:30:52,676 I don't think so. 462 00:30:53,076 --> 00:30:54,176 A little squeak, something. 463 00:30:55,336 --> 00:30:57,036 Yeah, someone is going crazy. 464 00:30:58,116 --> 00:30:59,116 If it's not too annoying, 465 00:30:59,116 --> 00:31:01,616 I will just let them be crazy. 466 00:31:02,476 --> 00:31:03,856 I have some people going crazy. 467 00:31:05,256 --> 00:31:07,396 I think it's the kid with the dogs. 468 00:31:08,836 --> 00:31:10,196 Maybe we can wait then. 469 00:31:15,436 --> 00:31:18,216 Because I think it influences you. 470 00:31:22,176 --> 00:31:23,576 No, I think they are gone. 471 00:31:25,276 --> 00:31:26,456 Whatever they do. 472 00:31:26,456 --> 00:31:28,716 They are running around and squeaking. 473 00:31:29,116 --> 00:31:31,116 That's freaky. 474 00:31:31,116 --> 00:31:33,116 Yes, let's talk. 475 00:31:33,116 --> 00:31:38,116 Maybe let's take a little, because anyway, you will probably cut this out, right? 476 00:31:38,116 --> 00:31:39,116 Maybe. 477 00:31:39,116 --> 00:31:40,116 No? 478 00:31:40,116 --> 00:31:44,116 I have not talked about the neighbor's dog. 479 00:31:44,116 --> 00:31:48,116 I thought we could just take a little breather and stabilize the field. 480 00:31:48,116 --> 00:31:50,116 Yes, we can't do that. 481 00:31:51,116 --> 00:31:53,116 Hey, dear unschooling friend. 482 00:31:53,116 --> 00:31:57,116 I'm very proud to present you my first partner, the Bitcoin way. 483 00:31:57,116 --> 00:32:05,076 This is my go-to team for sovereign lifestyle solutions and you already know the team from several episodes we did together for this podcast. 484 00:32:05,536 --> 00:32:17,056 They will guide you through mastering Bitcoin self-custody, securing your data with top-notch cybersecurity and exploring Plan B residency for ultimate independence. 485 00:32:17,796 --> 00:32:20,496 This is what unschooling lifestyle is all about. 486 00:32:20,716 --> 00:32:26,276 So if you want to learn more about these freedom barriers, check out the link in the podcast description. 487 00:32:27,116 --> 00:32:30,896 I find it difficult to explain the crystal body. 488 00:32:31,896 --> 00:32:37,356 I thought I was ready, but now I find it so difficult. 489 00:32:39,836 --> 00:32:47,196 Yeah, maybe you explain it to me like a five-year-old with dyslexia and ADHD. 490 00:32:48,956 --> 00:32:49,356 Yeah. 491 00:32:50,256 --> 00:32:52,516 I think it's easier in pictures. 492 00:32:52,516 --> 00:33:03,896 yes so when we enter a crystal body and and this is how children operate i i think 493 00:33:03,896 --> 00:33:16,656 we don't identify with identities so our identity is basically just a spark from source 494 00:33:16,656 --> 00:33:21,156 and the body is just a hologram 495 00:33:21,156 --> 00:33:28,336 and so we don't base our self-image 496 00:33:28,336 --> 00:33:30,956 on what other people think 497 00:33:30,956 --> 00:33:38,616 it's like we're in a docking station 498 00:33:38,616 --> 00:33:40,976 like a robot 499 00:33:40,976 --> 00:33:45,116 so your home is an extension of yourself 500 00:33:45,116 --> 00:33:46,996 so your home 501 00:33:46,996 --> 00:33:50,436 becomes your docking station 502 00:33:50,436 --> 00:33:52,736 and then 503 00:33:52,736 --> 00:33:54,076 so you're like 504 00:33:54,076 --> 00:33:54,956 in your home 505 00:33:54,956 --> 00:33:56,476 you're constantly 506 00:33:56,476 --> 00:33:58,356 in zero state 507 00:33:58,356 --> 00:34:02,676 you're constantly in flow 508 00:34:02,676 --> 00:34:04,976 and you actually 509 00:34:04,976 --> 00:34:12,636 visualize and dream 510 00:34:12,636 --> 00:34:23,192 your connection with everyone else so the external world is just different dreams that you step into physical dreams 511 00:34:23,652 --> 00:34:27,252 But you have already experienced them at home 512 00:34:27,252 --> 00:34:29,852 in your docking station. 513 00:34:30,652 --> 00:34:32,072 So in your docking station, 514 00:34:33,132 --> 00:34:36,892 you're preparing yourself for these interactions. 515 00:34:37,632 --> 00:34:40,132 And you leave them before they happen, 516 00:34:40,612 --> 00:34:42,992 and then you leave them after they have happened. 517 00:34:43,072 --> 00:34:46,212 so you're living in this timeless state 518 00:34:46,212 --> 00:34:51,732 where time is vibrational 519 00:34:51,732 --> 00:34:53,992 time is vibrational 520 00:34:53,992 --> 00:34:55,832 so it's not linear 521 00:34:55,832 --> 00:34:59,472 so this means that you can really relax into peace 522 00:34:59,472 --> 00:35:03,032 because all these interactions that you will have with people 523 00:35:03,032 --> 00:35:05,632 they will come at exactly the right time 524 00:35:05,632 --> 00:35:07,292 spread out in linear time 525 00:35:07,292 --> 00:35:09,352 you don't know if it's weeks or months 526 00:35:09,352 --> 00:35:16,872 but you know that if you have a good feeling about that interaction in your docking station 527 00:35:16,872 --> 00:35:22,032 you know that it will be an amazing experience whenever it happens 528 00:35:22,032 --> 00:35:29,192 and this is where the sovereignty and the decentralization comes in so you don't have 529 00:35:29,192 --> 00:35:35,432 attachments to people you don't need to meet anyone at a particular time so everyone is just 530 00:35:35,432 --> 00:35:37,432 sovereign nodes around you. 531 00:35:39,432 --> 00:35:43,532 And you feel the connection with all these nodes. 532 00:35:44,232 --> 00:35:46,752 And then they start creating these scenarios, 533 00:35:47,352 --> 00:35:49,752 like time and places where to meet. 534 00:35:50,072 --> 00:35:51,052 It could be also online. 535 00:35:53,192 --> 00:35:56,152 And you stay with the feeling. 536 00:35:56,972 --> 00:35:59,252 So some of these interactions feel nasty. 537 00:36:00,152 --> 00:36:01,772 But that's the pain we talked about. 538 00:36:02,432 --> 00:36:04,192 So it's like, oh, I should meet this person. 539 00:36:04,192 --> 00:36:07,732 I don't know about that 540 00:36:07,732 --> 00:36:08,612 but you sit with it 541 00:36:08,612 --> 00:36:09,992 and then it just 542 00:36:09,992 --> 00:36:13,532 it would be amazing 543 00:36:13,532 --> 00:36:15,352 and it will happen at the right time 544 00:36:15,352 --> 00:36:19,732 so your home becomes this docking station 545 00:36:19,732 --> 00:36:21,372 where you're just in peace 546 00:36:21,372 --> 00:36:23,532 and trusting the universe completely 547 00:36:23,532 --> 00:36:25,652 and then when you go out the door 548 00:36:25,652 --> 00:36:27,712 you know that you're walking 549 00:36:27,712 --> 00:36:28,352 into 550 00:36:28,352 --> 00:36:31,052 wonderful situations 551 00:36:31,052 --> 00:36:33,332 not always easy 552 00:36:33,332 --> 00:36:37,172 but they will just show you teach you exactly what you need to 553 00:36:37,172 --> 00:36:42,452 to experience to to remember even more of who you are 554 00:36:43,232 --> 00:36:47,832 that's nice does that make sense for a five-year-old with 555 00:36:47,832 --> 00:36:57,692 i bet not but close i guess um i do have questions because in your book 556 00:36:57,692 --> 00:37:05,852 it's of course about crystal body and how to live and flow and so many details around that 557 00:37:05,852 --> 00:37:11,972 and one chapter my favorite chapter of course is about the school of the future how kids 558 00:37:11,972 --> 00:37:19,052 can learn when they're in their natural state and when we support this and pretty much this is 559 00:37:19,052 --> 00:37:27,032 unschooling organized unschooling so it's interest-based and it's very flowy and from 560 00:37:27,032 --> 00:37:35,372 The feeling I had, yeah, it was just how to say that, 561 00:37:35,432 --> 00:37:40,932 maybe just more open-minded regarding what to learn. 562 00:37:40,932 --> 00:37:47,352 And it wasn't narrowed down to like the seven topics that we know from school nowadays, 563 00:37:47,352 --> 00:37:51,452 but it was like a broad, you can learn whatever you want. 564 00:37:51,452 --> 00:37:57,012 And that's including multidimensional things too, like everything. 565 00:37:57,652 --> 00:37:59,072 And I think that is very beautiful. 566 00:37:59,272 --> 00:38:04,412 Maybe we can talk about that because from what I learned in the last couple of weeks 567 00:38:04,412 --> 00:38:12,292 is that the biggest pain point for unschooling families is that they feel quite alone with what they're doing 568 00:38:12,292 --> 00:38:17,552 and still they're unsure about if this is a good idea or not, 569 00:38:17,552 --> 00:38:25,952 even after reading 10 books, listening to millions of podcasts, the main thing is, where is this 570 00:38:25,952 --> 00:38:32,152 going? Because I really think that a lot of unschooling families deep somewhere inside of 571 00:38:32,152 --> 00:38:39,292 them have this feeling of it's not only not going to school and not being in this propaganda machine, 572 00:38:39,292 --> 00:38:47,392 it's also about expanding our view on life and including so many more levels than what we are 573 00:38:47,392 --> 00:38:49,352 do normally in this 574 00:38:49,352 --> 00:38:51,632 now zeitgeist 575 00:38:51,632 --> 00:38:52,692 that we are living in. 576 00:38:55,452 --> 00:38:56,092 Yeah. 577 00:38:57,052 --> 00:38:59,332 Yeah, I think it's difficult if the 578 00:38:59,332 --> 00:39:01,392 parents are holding on to 579 00:39:01,392 --> 00:39:03,692 old fear-based 580 00:39:03,692 --> 00:39:05,572 matrix 581 00:39:05,572 --> 00:39:06,672 structures and then 582 00:39:06,672 --> 00:39:09,392 they just get this idea that the children 583 00:39:09,392 --> 00:39:11,292 should be free 584 00:39:11,292 --> 00:39:13,632 if they are not 585 00:39:13,632 --> 00:39:14,852 don't have the intention 586 00:39:14,852 --> 00:39:17,692 to surrender to the universe themselves. 587 00:39:17,892 --> 00:39:19,932 It can be a conflict and confusion there. 588 00:39:22,072 --> 00:39:26,112 So, because it changes everything. 589 00:39:28,272 --> 00:39:31,372 And it's living without fear. 590 00:39:32,312 --> 00:39:34,272 So if they have fear, like you said, 591 00:39:34,312 --> 00:39:35,872 these doubts and things like that, 592 00:39:36,672 --> 00:39:40,052 then I understand it can be a very difficult situation. 593 00:39:40,052 --> 00:39:44,072 so to have enough 594 00:39:44,072 --> 00:39:46,812 personal collapses 595 00:39:46,812 --> 00:39:48,172 that you've survived 596 00:39:48,172 --> 00:39:49,412 and then 597 00:39:49,412 --> 00:39:51,132 collapse and survive 598 00:39:51,132 --> 00:39:54,392 until you understand that this is the operating system 599 00:39:54,392 --> 00:39:56,792 it's a collapsing operating system 600 00:39:56,792 --> 00:39:59,212 and you collapse into your remembrance 601 00:39:59,212 --> 00:40:01,252 of your true self all the time 602 00:40:01,252 --> 00:40:05,252 then you don't really have doubts 603 00:40:05,252 --> 00:40:06,852 or if you have doubts 604 00:40:06,852 --> 00:40:08,492 just treat them as 605 00:40:08,492 --> 00:40:10,532 random fears 606 00:40:10,532 --> 00:40:12,712 that you just feel and they melt 607 00:40:12,712 --> 00:40:14,692 away. So what 608 00:40:14,692 --> 00:40:16,372 you're talking about this pain point, 609 00:40:16,572 --> 00:40:18,672 it's like a fear coming in 610 00:40:18,672 --> 00:40:20,532 and then parents 611 00:40:20,532 --> 00:40:21,692 identifying with this. 612 00:40:23,172 --> 00:40:24,212 So that's sort of 613 00:40:24,212 --> 00:40:25,852 you 614 00:40:25,852 --> 00:40:28,152 just don't identify with it. 615 00:40:28,272 --> 00:40:29,772 Because we live in 2025, 616 00:40:31,132 --> 00:40:32,692 it will be these, like you're talking 617 00:40:32,692 --> 00:40:33,972 to a neighbor and you sort of 618 00:40:33,972 --> 00:40:35,472 get some fears. 619 00:40:36,532 --> 00:40:38,292 And if you identify with them, 620 00:40:38,492 --> 00:40:48,012 you have the problem but if you're stable in your inner navigation system these random fears 621 00:40:48,652 --> 00:40:52,732 are not really a problem they're just like little disturbances coming and going 622 00:40:53,292 --> 00:41:01,852 and if you have a supportive network like your podcast then it shouldn't really be a problem 623 00:41:01,852 --> 00:41:05,452 so it's only a problem if the parents are sort of 624 00:41:05,452 --> 00:41:08,552 doubtful about their own path 625 00:41:08,552 --> 00:41:10,012 and if 626 00:41:10,012 --> 00:41:13,092 if they believe still 627 00:41:13,092 --> 00:41:14,572 a part of them believes 628 00:41:14,572 --> 00:41:17,372 that the matrix will be 629 00:41:17,372 --> 00:41:18,512 a safer option 630 00:41:18,512 --> 00:41:29,172 mostly I think it won't 631 00:41:29,172 --> 00:41:30,192 anyway 632 00:41:30,192 --> 00:41:38,332 how do we how can we support kids in their multi-dimensionality because for me I once told 633 00:41:38,332 --> 00:41:44,272 my parents that there was someone in my bedroom waving at me from a corner and I had a peaceful 634 00:41:44,272 --> 00:41:51,452 feeling but I couldn't really describe who it was and now when I look back I thought like there was 635 00:41:51,452 --> 00:41:58,612 someone visiting me from wherever but I knew it was real I wasn't hallucinating or anything like 636 00:41:58,612 --> 00:42:04,292 that. I'm very sure of that. Because sometimes when you have fever as a kid, you see shapes or 637 00:42:04,292 --> 00:42:09,492 anything like that. But it was quite different. And my parents told me basically that I'm, 638 00:42:10,072 --> 00:42:15,952 you know, that I have brain dysfunctionality or something like that. So that was the end of that 639 00:42:15,952 --> 00:42:23,492 story. And I really think there's not enough support for kids to feel safe and to expand in 640 00:42:23,492 --> 00:42:29,992 this direction maybe even because just a few kids are really supported by their parents and if you 641 00:42:29,992 --> 00:42:36,172 don't have a really good network or community that is supporting this you might be quite alone with 642 00:42:36,172 --> 00:42:52,332 that yeah it's um the nature of of this reality is that we we have all these different 643 00:42:52,332 --> 00:42:55,632 parallel realities 644 00:42:55,632 --> 00:42:58,592 that they're intertwining 645 00:42:58,592 --> 00:43:00,832 and we can 646 00:43:00,832 --> 00:43:04,992 interact with these beings 647 00:43:04,992 --> 00:43:07,572 and 648 00:43:07,572 --> 00:43:13,412 it's part of this lifestyle 649 00:43:13,412 --> 00:43:16,372 like for me telepathy is 650 00:43:16,372 --> 00:43:19,252 just as normal as talking with 651 00:43:19,252 --> 00:43:21,032 the voice 652 00:43:21,032 --> 00:43:24,912 it's just super normal 653 00:43:24,912 --> 00:43:29,252 and so it's just different beings coming and going 654 00:43:29,252 --> 00:43:32,412 coming and going, that's just like a multidimensional 655 00:43:32,412 --> 00:43:33,412 life 656 00:43:33,412 --> 00:43:40,312 and I guess there are still people that are 657 00:43:40,312 --> 00:43:43,752 don't believe this or 658 00:43:43,752 --> 00:43:45,332 they 659 00:43:45,332 --> 00:43:49,632 work against this somehow 660 00:43:49,632 --> 00:43:51,812 but it's just 661 00:43:51,812 --> 00:43:53,732 how it is 662 00:43:53,732 --> 00:43:56,632 and then for the children 663 00:43:56,632 --> 00:43:58,752 to 664 00:43:58,752 --> 00:44:03,032 be allowed to explore 665 00:44:03,032 --> 00:44:03,792 these areas 666 00:44:03,792 --> 00:44:06,112 would be beneficial for everyone 667 00:44:06,112 --> 00:44:08,192 so it's nothing 668 00:44:08,192 --> 00:44:08,872 scary 669 00:44:08,872 --> 00:44:12,572 it's really normal 670 00:44:12,572 --> 00:44:15,432 so I think 671 00:44:15,432 --> 00:44:18,292 people just need to relax 672 00:44:18,292 --> 00:44:18,912 a bit more 673 00:44:18,912 --> 00:44:30,672 just observe what happens instead of fighting what happens in some true you know what i really think 674 00:44:30,672 --> 00:44:37,312 now that i'm not on the canary islands anymore on the canary islands everyone is crazy so i was the 675 00:44:37,312 --> 00:44:43,152 normal one i was really compared to all the other people i knew normal and that made me 676 00:44:43,152 --> 00:44:53,072 do this unschooling lifestyles like it was easy for me now that I'm the weirdo between all this 677 00:44:53,072 --> 00:44:59,252 metrics people where I live now makes me like feel like you know what I mean like I'm the weirdo now 678 00:44:59,252 --> 00:45:06,372 that is so crazy like just a shift of 6 000 kilometers can make such a difference and when 679 00:45:06,372 --> 00:45:12,452 people tell me you cannot run away from your problems you actually can into the relocating 680 00:45:12,452 --> 00:45:15,852 to somewhere where you're not the freak, maybe that helps. 681 00:45:16,712 --> 00:45:21,272 And I really think there are so many different kind of vibrational spots 682 00:45:21,272 --> 00:45:21,992 on this earth. 683 00:45:21,992 --> 00:45:29,212 I think a lot of spots are better for vibing with these potentials 684 00:45:29,212 --> 00:45:34,152 than others because here where I'm now, meditation is fucking hard. 685 00:45:34,592 --> 00:45:38,252 The first couple of weeks, it was almost impossible 686 00:45:38,252 --> 00:45:47,252 to reach the point of the void or anything like that and now i'm i think at a good point but on 687 00:45:47,252 --> 00:45:55,312 the canary islands it was way easier because i don't know maybe there is some different energy 688 00:45:55,312 --> 00:46:02,332 grids some different vibe or anything like that so i'm really now a huge advocate of you can run 689 00:46:02,332 --> 00:46:09,612 from your problems and go somewhere where the air is cleaner like the energy is better made like 690 00:46:09,612 --> 00:46:18,532 supporting your goals and whatever i don't know how you think about that but i think i i just put a 691 00:46:18,532 --> 00:46:24,652 yeah stamp underneath that statement for me that is true you can run from your problems if your 692 00:46:24,652 --> 00:46:31,612 problem is a non-vibey environment where yeah people i think this is where people don't develop 693 00:46:31,612 --> 00:46:32,452 certain 694 00:46:32,452 --> 00:46:37,192 what is the word 695 00:46:37,192 --> 00:46:39,212 abilities maybe 696 00:46:39,212 --> 00:46:41,472 different ideas, thoughts, 697 00:46:41,612 --> 00:46:43,612 inspirations if it's not coming through 698 00:46:43,612 --> 00:46:45,532 like when you're 699 00:46:45,532 --> 00:46:47,232 kept in 700 00:46:47,232 --> 00:46:48,752 whatever this is 701 00:46:48,752 --> 00:46:51,192 it's like living underneath 702 00:46:51,192 --> 00:46:51,772 a shield 703 00:46:51,772 --> 00:46:55,492 yeah I think this is 704 00:46:55,492 --> 00:46:57,452 part of the new earth 705 00:46:57,452 --> 00:46:58,652 navigation system 706 00:46:58,652 --> 00:47:01,292 where you go 707 00:47:01,612 --> 00:47:03,732 And again, we're coming back to the crystal body 708 00:47:03,732 --> 00:47:06,212 and how the crystal body is moving around. 709 00:47:07,432 --> 00:47:10,012 So if you're going somewhere, 710 00:47:10,172 --> 00:47:12,572 you notice if you're using your mind, 711 00:47:12,672 --> 00:47:15,772 if you're thinking about money and practical things, 712 00:47:16,372 --> 00:47:19,972 you might end up in a place, matrix place. 713 00:47:20,552 --> 00:47:20,952 Yes. 714 00:47:20,952 --> 00:47:25,172 Because if you use your mind, you come to a mind place. 715 00:47:26,872 --> 00:47:30,472 So like now I'm preparing for my Thailand trip. 716 00:47:30,472 --> 00:47:39,792 so then my heart i let my heart feel in and actually i experience it as the the resort 717 00:47:39,792 --> 00:47:48,952 the resorts or the hotels they are calling me and and i can feel um i feel the frequency of each 718 00:47:48,952 --> 00:47:51,832 resort 719 00:47:51,832 --> 00:47:56,632 so navigating 720 00:47:56,632 --> 00:47:58,552 the planet 721 00:47:58,552 --> 00:48:00,612 with the heart 722 00:48:00,612 --> 00:48:04,752 instead of the mind 723 00:48:04,752 --> 00:48:07,212 and then we're just drawn 724 00:48:07,212 --> 00:48:08,012 to these 725 00:48:08,012 --> 00:48:10,452 high frequency places 726 00:48:10,452 --> 00:48:12,312 like you said the earth grid 727 00:48:12,312 --> 00:48:13,352 so the earth grid 728 00:48:13,352 --> 00:48:15,892 and then it's these portals 729 00:48:15,892 --> 00:48:18,872 so some resorts 730 00:48:18,872 --> 00:48:27,512 just happen to be in a really really high frequency place maybe the owners they don't 731 00:48:27,512 --> 00:48:32,152 even know about it maybe they just inherited from their parents but everyone is sort of happy there 732 00:48:33,352 --> 00:48:40,792 but and then that's also how these heart-to-heart connections with other people come about because 733 00:48:41,832 --> 00:48:48,312 it's like it's no it's not so random that you end up there because the heart is calling you 734 00:48:48,312 --> 00:48:55,032 it's just like go there go there and then other people feel the same signal 735 00:48:57,192 --> 00:49:05,672 so running away from your problems is they always comes with you anyway so 736 00:49:07,752 --> 00:49:15,432 i guess yes but you can solve them easier or more efficient in a more vibey place that is 737 00:49:15,432 --> 00:49:16,132 That's what I learned. 738 00:49:16,712 --> 00:49:18,392 And with other people. 739 00:49:19,132 --> 00:49:19,972 Yes, exactly. 740 00:49:20,532 --> 00:49:23,252 And here it takes ages to get something going. 741 00:49:23,932 --> 00:49:25,492 I feel like walking through pudding. 742 00:49:25,612 --> 00:49:28,172 You know these dreams where you run and you're so slow? 743 00:49:29,912 --> 00:49:31,052 This is this. 744 00:49:31,512 --> 00:49:32,892 Yeah, really disgusting. 745 00:49:32,892 --> 00:49:35,612 The opposite of lucid dreaming is what is happening here. 746 00:49:36,192 --> 00:49:45,392 But it's a good lecture for me because I was so used to living in a vibey environment where synchronicities were just normal for everybody. 747 00:49:45,432 --> 00:49:51,932 around you and hear synchronicities that is just not something that that's part of their lifestyle 748 00:49:51,932 --> 00:49:58,992 here so that's freaky but I want to talk a little bit more about your book because I've been working 749 00:49:58,992 --> 00:50:06,032 on this as well for so many hours I've been reading through it and I've been really in the 750 00:50:06,032 --> 00:50:10,892 beginning I remember the first time I've been reading through it it was like wow okay will I 751 00:50:10,892 --> 00:50:19,492 ever understand all these different concepts to the point where I'm able to navigate through the 752 00:50:19,492 --> 00:50:27,432 book to make it like easy accessible for others as well. And I do think there were so many different 753 00:50:27,432 --> 00:50:35,012 topics, concepts, ideas, inspirations. It was a therapy for me to read and work on this. 754 00:50:35,012 --> 00:50:42,072 and with every chapter I gained a lot of knowledge and a lot of security back that I always knew 755 00:50:42,072 --> 00:50:49,312 somewhere inside of me that was true but I somehow got back a lot of missing pieces that 756 00:50:49,312 --> 00:50:58,712 I lost on the way or somewhere I don't know and I really think it is like a treasure box 757 00:50:58,712 --> 00:51:05,372 therapy treasure box where you can pull out different, even if you just read one chapter 758 00:51:05,372 --> 00:51:11,272 and you ignore the rest, even that has immense value. I've been reading it with my son as well 759 00:51:11,272 --> 00:51:20,132 and he hates reading. I mean, if I read to him, okay, but he's not someone who's reading by 760 00:51:20,132 --> 00:51:37,388 himself but he did And he was reading the book to me in the end So I really think it a beautiful compilation of yeah how to grasp and how to invite the flow into your life And I want to know 761 00:51:37,388 --> 00:51:43,588 where did that inspiration come from? What happened that you thought, 762 00:51:43,808 --> 00:51:50,148 this is what I'm doing now? And the process of creating this book is interesting as well, I think. 763 00:51:52,108 --> 00:52:16,548 Yeah. I guess you could say I did it to keep myself from going crazy. It's like, it's really out there. But when I put it in a book, it sort of sounded normal. 764 00:52:16,548 --> 00:52:18,608 it made me feel safe 765 00:52:18,608 --> 00:52:20,688 because when I was reading it 766 00:52:20,688 --> 00:52:22,588 it actually makes sense 767 00:52:22,588 --> 00:52:24,748 but my system 768 00:52:24,748 --> 00:52:27,328 couldn't handle 769 00:52:27,328 --> 00:52:28,908 those intense 770 00:52:28,908 --> 00:52:30,728 multidimensional experiences 771 00:52:30,728 --> 00:52:32,528 so for the listeners 772 00:52:32,528 --> 00:52:33,908 we could just say that 773 00:52:33,908 --> 00:52:37,288 it includes the body walking by itself 774 00:52:37,288 --> 00:52:37,928 for example 775 00:52:37,928 --> 00:52:40,948 so you can just imagine being like a human 776 00:52:40,948 --> 00:52:42,648 and then 777 00:52:42,648 --> 00:52:45,108 your body starts walking by itself 778 00:52:45,108 --> 00:52:49,328 and it starts walking like into the forests 779 00:52:49,328 --> 00:52:53,588 and guiding you to these crystalline hubs. 780 00:52:54,348 --> 00:52:56,248 And there you get sort of initiated 781 00:52:56,248 --> 00:53:00,148 by various extraterrestrial beings. 782 00:53:01,308 --> 00:53:04,208 So in the beginning, the mind shift was like, 783 00:53:04,728 --> 00:53:05,768 what is happening? 784 00:53:05,948 --> 00:53:08,308 Like losing control, basically. 785 00:53:09,468 --> 00:53:12,148 But then it started becoming quite fascinating. 786 00:53:12,148 --> 00:53:18,388 And I started sort of waiting for the next time my body starts walking by itself. 787 00:53:20,528 --> 00:53:32,208 But also realizing that this is actually what's going to happen to everybody at some point, unless they choose some kind of dystopian, low frequency environment. 788 00:53:32,208 --> 00:53:40,528 so this is where we're all going and i sort of realized my responsibility in my role here that 789 00:53:40,528 --> 00:53:50,868 yeah this is really freaky but actually everyone will go through this so like try to be like 790 00:53:50,868 --> 00:53:55,988 learn and try to understand it so you can actually help others move through this 791 00:53:55,988 --> 00:53:58,328 so I was sort of this 792 00:53:58,328 --> 00:54:00,548 I need to do this for 793 00:54:00,548 --> 00:54:02,848 the humanity, sort of like that 794 00:54:02,848 --> 00:54:04,988 and then just let it 795 00:54:04,988 --> 00:54:05,968 go and let it go 796 00:54:05,968 --> 00:54:07,548 really crazy 797 00:54:07,548 --> 00:54:08,668 really crazy 798 00:54:08,668 --> 00:54:12,868 oh nice 799 00:54:12,868 --> 00:54:14,288 no Ruby 800 00:54:14,288 --> 00:54:15,648 I think it's 801 00:54:15,648 --> 00:54:18,648 yeah 802 00:54:18,648 --> 00:54:21,248 no really, it's a good book 803 00:54:21,248 --> 00:54:22,888 I'm really proud of 804 00:54:22,888 --> 00:54:24,348 yeah 805 00:54:24,348 --> 00:54:33,748 being one of the first persons to read it like you know like like holding a baby like right after 806 00:54:33,748 --> 00:54:40,328 the mom touched it for the first time like oh my god yeah i mean we created it together i mean so 807 00:54:40,328 --> 00:54:47,628 no i was just reading it alex is editing the book so it's been a great because it was just a mess 808 00:54:47,628 --> 00:54:53,908 all over the place before so you really helped me to structure it into some kind of coherent story 809 00:54:53,908 --> 00:55:01,508 and if someone reads it and it's still not well structured feedback gets back to me 810 00:55:01,508 --> 00:55:08,488 i would like to know how many times each of us has been reading the book 811 00:55:08,488 --> 00:55:19,268 i don't know next time i'm working on a book i'm gonna count because at the end i i had the 812 00:55:19,268 --> 00:55:26,608 like complete structure in my head and it was really difficult for me to find the pieces that 813 00:55:26,608 --> 00:55:33,668 I wanted to read in the physical version because in my head it was easier well as I of course this 814 00:55:33,668 --> 00:55:41,328 is there and this and this and in the end having it like a physical print I'm really looking forward 815 00:55:41,328 --> 00:55:48,588 to that point because this is next level I think I don't like reading on computers maybe this is why 816 00:55:48,588 --> 00:55:52,448 yeah I mean I would like to have some images 817 00:55:52,448 --> 00:55:54,288 something like that 818 00:55:54,288 --> 00:55:58,548 so if it's any like artist or something like that 819 00:55:58,548 --> 00:56:01,288 graphic designer that is listening to this 820 00:56:01,288 --> 00:56:04,128 and feel inspired to make 821 00:56:04,128 --> 00:56:08,188 to help out it would be nice for you to reach out 822 00:56:08,188 --> 00:56:09,968 so it's still in the 823 00:56:09,968 --> 00:56:14,348 still working on it it's like 10 people around the world reading it now 824 00:56:14,348 --> 00:56:16,328 for giving feedback 825 00:56:16,328 --> 00:56:19,388 and slowly slowly it's coming together 826 00:56:19,388 --> 00:56:23,788 and it's all about 827 00:56:23,788 --> 00:56:26,608 what we are going to go through 828 00:56:26,608 --> 00:56:28,588 individually and collectively 829 00:56:28,588 --> 00:56:31,708 in the next 20-30 years 830 00:56:31,708 --> 00:56:33,608 where our bodies 831 00:56:33,608 --> 00:56:36,248 our bodies will change 832 00:56:36,248 --> 00:56:38,788 and we will not have any control 833 00:56:38,788 --> 00:56:42,608 but our souls will come closer and closer and closer 834 00:56:42,608 --> 00:56:45,868 still a long time to go 835 00:56:45,868 --> 00:56:48,268 I hope I will survive that long to see that happening. 836 00:56:50,308 --> 00:56:53,868 Yeah, no, I mean for... 837 00:56:55,868 --> 00:57:00,488 I see opportunities also short term. 838 00:57:01,828 --> 00:57:06,808 It's a lot of things happening. 839 00:57:08,968 --> 00:57:10,108 I hope so. 840 00:57:10,328 --> 00:57:14,088 Because right now, my surrounding is so dystopian. 841 00:57:14,088 --> 00:57:22,788 you'll hear like military planes every day really low loud it's like a reminder of hey 842 00:57:22,788 --> 00:57:29,908 metrics is calling and our lifestyle it's almost like the complete opposite of what is going out 843 00:57:29,908 --> 00:57:36,848 on there it's interesting really interesting yeah but this really brings me back to what i talked 844 00:57:36,848 --> 00:57:43,708 about in the beginning that we are now all these star seeds so it's millions and millions of people 845 00:57:43,708 --> 00:57:45,908 right now in exactly the same situation 846 00:57:45,908 --> 00:57:47,488 as you and me and the listeners. 847 00:57:49,048 --> 00:57:49,988 So this time 848 00:57:49,988 --> 00:57:51,548 is really for us to come together 849 00:57:51,548 --> 00:57:53,368 in different retreats, 850 00:57:54,008 --> 00:57:55,088 discussion groups, 851 00:57:55,088 --> 00:57:57,868 and learning how to behave. 852 00:57:58,308 --> 00:57:59,048 How to 853 00:57:59,048 --> 00:58:01,688 behave without 854 00:58:01,688 --> 00:58:02,988 matrix identities 855 00:58:02,988 --> 00:58:05,768 and to just be true 856 00:58:05,768 --> 00:58:07,848 and honest. This is where we are 857 00:58:07,848 --> 00:58:09,688 now because we are like the grassroots 858 00:58:09,688 --> 00:58:10,848 movement. 859 00:58:11,768 --> 00:58:13,548 So we will build 860 00:58:13,548 --> 00:58:23,308 the new earth in the future right now we're just learning like hi how are you and should i be happy 861 00:58:23,308 --> 00:58:32,468 should i be sad am i strong now or am i weak now and to just be like that authentic person with 862 00:58:32,468 --> 00:58:37,948 each other like all the time every because we are just like babies really stepping into these 863 00:58:37,948 --> 00:58:44,448 higher consciousness having no clue at all staying like in control a little bit but then 864 00:58:44,448 --> 00:58:49,448 it just collapses and staying in control and then it just collapses so yes that 865 00:58:49,448 --> 00:58:58,788 hey it's everything is okay we are brothers and sisters and we meet with an open heart 866 00:58:58,788 --> 00:59:07,908 and it's okay to cry it's okay if your body shakes because these movements that i'm talking about 867 00:59:07,908 --> 00:59:09,688 they need to shake loose 868 00:59:09,688 --> 00:59:12,048 so we have 869 00:59:12,048 --> 00:59:13,908 the body moving 870 00:59:13,908 --> 00:59:14,868 by itself 871 00:59:14,868 --> 00:59:17,788 at the moment if you have a carbon 872 00:59:17,788 --> 00:59:19,348 body it's stuck 873 00:59:19,348 --> 00:59:21,748 it's stuck in stuck behaviors 874 00:59:21,748 --> 00:59:23,868 and then it needs to shake out 875 00:59:23,868 --> 00:59:25,708 of that and then it starts flowing 876 00:59:25,708 --> 00:59:27,668 so to allow 877 00:59:27,668 --> 00:59:29,628 you meet a person or you meet a group 878 00:59:29,628 --> 00:59:32,148 if they shake 879 00:59:32,148 --> 00:59:33,828 if they cry 880 00:59:33,828 --> 00:59:35,188 if they 881 00:59:35,188 --> 00:59:37,748 think that they are Jesus Christ 882 00:59:37,748 --> 00:59:45,068 it's just like all good it's all part of the process because we are both strong and weak and 883 00:59:45,068 --> 00:59:54,108 it goes all the time back and forth like this and as a humanity we're just learning how to 884 00:59:54,108 --> 00:59:59,188 operate in this higher consciousness in these high densities 885 00:59:59,188 --> 01:00:05,928 so i think now that seems to be my real message this is like i'm sending out the beacon for my 886 01:00:05,928 --> 01:00:07,568 Thailand trip because I'm 887 01:00:07,568 --> 01:00:09,948 I think it will be a lot of this 888 01:00:09,948 --> 01:00:11,968 where I will just meet strangers 889 01:00:11,968 --> 01:00:13,968 and start crying straight away 890 01:00:13,968 --> 01:00:15,508 that's nice 891 01:00:15,508 --> 01:00:17,328 I think that's beautiful 892 01:00:17,328 --> 01:00:18,888 yeah 893 01:00:18,888 --> 01:00:20,688 nice 894 01:00:20,688 --> 01:00:23,728 I think we are through 895 01:00:23,728 --> 01:00:25,688 I have no more 896 01:00:25,688 --> 01:00:26,908 questions left 897 01:00:26,908 --> 01:00:28,248 yeah 898 01:00:28,248 --> 01:00:30,788 yeah that's good 899 01:00:30,788 --> 01:00:32,508 that's a good place to stop 900 01:00:35,928 --> 01:00:38,728 uh maybe i have one question for you 901 01:00:38,728 --> 01:00:47,448 so if you're running away from your problems and you're giving yourself 902 01:00:47,448 --> 01:00:51,388 permission to do this 903 01:00:51,388 --> 01:01:02,008 where are you running next so you have to go then to a place with high frequency 904 01:01:02,008 --> 01:01:04,748 people where the land 905 01:01:04,748 --> 01:01:06,648 is very fine 906 01:01:06,648 --> 01:01:09,268 so how's that process going 907 01:01:09,268 --> 01:01:15,368 that is a long ass answer 908 01:01:15,368 --> 01:01:16,728 I tried to shorten it 909 01:01:16,728 --> 01:01:18,748 so I know I knew 910 01:01:18,748 --> 01:01:21,408 already when I was a child 911 01:01:21,408 --> 01:01:22,388 where I need to go 912 01:01:22,388 --> 01:01:26,188 but I always thought 913 01:01:26,188 --> 01:01:27,128 it's impossible 914 01:01:27,128 --> 01:01:28,888 or it's just an idea 915 01:01:28,888 --> 01:01:29,768 or whatever 916 01:01:29,768 --> 01:01:38,188 and maybe like two or three years ago I can I say this I will just say it I don't know if this is 917 01:01:38,188 --> 01:01:45,368 okay to say I took a bunch of mushrooms and the only thing that was shown to me was this exact 918 01:01:45,368 --> 01:01:53,728 thing and like this feeling where I belong to and I really have not so many interests in in life 919 01:01:53,728 --> 01:01:59,368 not so many things that inspire me, but this one thing on one topic. 920 01:01:59,568 --> 01:02:06,388 So my main topic in life is really researching the language of God, 921 01:02:06,508 --> 01:02:11,288 who is God, what is God, and differentiate between aliens and God 922 01:02:11,288 --> 01:02:15,968 and what they brought to us and what people now refer to as the gods 923 01:02:15,968 --> 01:02:17,068 and these kind of things. 924 01:02:17,468 --> 01:02:21,948 And where to find this vibrational people that are really close to, 925 01:02:21,948 --> 01:02:27,148 you're really just out of the metrics never touch the metrics and these kind of things and 926 01:02:27,148 --> 01:02:30,588 I really think that my 927 01:02:30,588 --> 01:02:40,508 task now is to figure out on a organisatory organization level maybe like that how to 928 01:02:40,508 --> 01:02:45,508 make this happen because before I was too stuck on the idea that this is impossible 929 01:02:45,508 --> 01:02:53,168 and now I'm just gonna do it I guess that's the only thing left I mean I've I have millions of 930 01:02:53,168 --> 01:03:00,308 things on my bucket list but these were all side quests and this is it there I mean I've been 931 01:03:00,308 --> 01:03:06,808 everywhere I wanted to go like for traveling I've met everyone I wanted to meet somehow I feel like 932 01:03:06,808 --> 01:03:12,408 I've eaten all the crazy foods I've watched all the movies that are out there that could be 933 01:03:12,408 --> 01:03:16,588 enjoyable everything else now is just a repetition of what i've been doing before 934 01:03:16,588 --> 01:03:22,088 so if i don't do it now i'm gonna die off board and very soon that's it 935 01:03:22,088 --> 01:03:36,588 yeah i think what um what i've been learning again recently is this that what takes you to 936 01:03:36,588 --> 01:03:38,628 a place or what takes you to a 937 01:03:38,628 --> 01:03:39,188 project 938 01:03:39,188 --> 01:03:42,408 is not the same as 939 01:03:42,408 --> 01:03:44,308 what you're supposed to do 940 01:03:44,308 --> 01:03:46,508 it's like we are getting 941 01:03:46,508 --> 01:03:48,528 these bridges all the time 942 01:03:48,528 --> 01:03:50,528 and so 943 01:03:50,528 --> 01:03:51,808 it's like 944 01:03:51,808 --> 01:03:54,288 the crystal body is sort of 945 01:03:54,288 --> 01:03:55,748 tricking the physical body 946 01:03:55,748 --> 01:03:57,928 with some kind of award 947 01:03:57,928 --> 01:04:00,708 and then 948 01:04:00,708 --> 01:04:02,508 it's like the crystal 949 01:04:02,508 --> 01:04:04,468 body is saying if you go there you will get 950 01:04:04,468 --> 01:04:04,808 that 951 01:04:04,808 --> 01:04:07,428 something like that 952 01:04:07,428 --> 01:04:09,068 so the body is like 953 01:04:09,068 --> 01:04:11,128 okay I will go there I will get that 954 01:04:11,128 --> 01:04:12,908 and then when you come there 955 01:04:12,908 --> 01:04:14,988 it's like something completely different 956 01:04:14,988 --> 01:04:16,968 it was just 957 01:04:16,968 --> 01:04:19,148 that you had to move to one place 958 01:04:19,148 --> 01:04:19,588 to another 959 01:04:19,588 --> 01:04:22,888 and then letting go of 960 01:04:22,888 --> 01:04:24,288 why you came there 961 01:04:24,288 --> 01:04:26,868 and just like small and big 962 01:04:26,868 --> 01:04:28,308 things all the time 963 01:04:28,308 --> 01:04:30,508 it can be like just moving 964 01:04:30,508 --> 01:04:32,608 from one room to another room 965 01:04:32,608 --> 01:04:34,648 and when you come there 966 01:04:34,648 --> 01:04:37,408 you're like, what was it supposed to do here? 967 01:04:37,828 --> 01:04:38,908 It doesn't matter. 968 01:04:39,388 --> 01:04:42,028 Now you're there and it's like a new now moment. 969 01:04:42,848 --> 01:04:44,348 So it's just like a little bridge 970 01:04:44,348 --> 01:04:45,548 just to give you something, 971 01:04:45,668 --> 01:04:49,488 just move your body and then... 972 01:04:49,488 --> 01:04:51,208 I think this is very fascinating. 973 01:04:51,708 --> 01:04:52,728 Non-linear lifestyle. 974 01:04:53,628 --> 01:04:53,948 Yes. 975 01:04:55,188 --> 01:04:57,848 Just imagine with a linear lifestyle. 976 01:04:59,108 --> 01:04:59,968 I don't know. 977 01:05:00,068 --> 01:05:03,088 My family really hates that about me. 978 01:05:03,088 --> 01:05:12,148 but they're now getting used to it and the best part is when my grandma when the medication is 979 01:05:12,148 --> 01:05:20,028 wearing off and she didn't turn on the tv for a couple of hours she's like really cool she's like 980 01:05:20,028 --> 01:05:28,008 a crazy light worker but silenced by medication and tv and if this is wearing off she's like yeah 981 01:05:28,008 --> 01:05:36,668 you should go there maybe tomorrow pack your bags dude and this is quite nice to see this old lady 982 01:05:36,668 --> 01:05:43,628 supporting that idea and then as soon as the tv is switching on or the medication is being 983 01:05:43,628 --> 01:05:50,888 like yeah then this is gone and then this is the impossible plan i'm talking about but 984 01:05:50,888 --> 01:05:52,728 yeah let's see 985 01:05:52,728 --> 01:05:55,448 I really think if I don't try this 986 01:05:55,448 --> 01:05:57,728 I won't die in peace 987 01:05:57,728 --> 01:06:00,108 and if I die trying to do it 988 01:06:00,108 --> 01:06:03,748 then this is more peaceful than not trying it 989 01:06:03,748 --> 01:06:06,268 so that's my conclusion 990 01:06:06,268 --> 01:06:11,148 yes because this is what the mushrooms told me 991 01:06:11,148 --> 01:06:12,768 if I don't do it I'm gonna die 992 01:06:12,768 --> 01:06:16,568 I mean I'm gonna die anyway 993 01:06:16,568 --> 01:06:18,828 that's the finish line 994 01:06:18,828 --> 01:06:21,428 but I'm going to die because I didn't do it 995 01:06:21,428 --> 01:06:25,468 because I'm going to be so sad and unfulfilled 996 01:06:25,468 --> 01:06:28,308 that this will be a very short life 997 01:06:28,308 --> 01:06:30,828 and I was like oh no I want to have more kids 998 01:06:30,828 --> 01:06:32,048 I want to have grandkids 999 01:06:32,048 --> 01:06:36,888 so I have to do it to see these other things as well 1000 01:06:36,888 --> 01:06:39,608 and I think for the sake of my happiness 1001 01:06:39,608 --> 01:06:44,268 and to just figure out why the fuck should I go there 1002 01:06:44,268 --> 01:06:45,828 I don't even know you know 1003 01:06:45,828 --> 01:06:48,528 that is the most hilarious part 1004 01:06:48,828 --> 01:06:50,128 what is my purpose 1005 01:06:50,128 --> 01:06:52,528 many people even forgot completely 1006 01:06:52,528 --> 01:06:54,168 why they came 1007 01:06:54,168 --> 01:06:56,488 so it's like at least you know 1008 01:06:56,488 --> 01:06:58,548 at least I know that 1009 01:06:58,548 --> 01:07:00,988 let's see and when I'm there 1010 01:07:00,988 --> 01:07:02,468 I think I will remember 1011 01:07:02,468 --> 01:07:04,148 and see what my 1012 01:07:04,148 --> 01:07:06,768 what my to-do list looks like 1013 01:07:06,768 --> 01:07:07,388 over there 1014 01:07:07,388 --> 01:07:09,868 I mean 1015 01:07:09,868 --> 01:07:12,748 let's see maybe it's just 1016 01:07:12,748 --> 01:07:13,348 existing 1017 01:07:13,348 --> 01:07:15,848 could be 1018 01:07:15,848 --> 01:07:17,608 could be 1019 01:07:17,608 --> 01:07:26,228 yeah okay yeah so thank you very much for this little chat here and 1020 01:07:26,228 --> 01:07:33,968 hope to see you soon same really nice yeah thank you as well 1021 01:07:33,968 --> 01:07:38,428 that was really a nice spontaneous thing and made me really happy 1022 01:07:38,428 --> 01:07:47,848 thank you so much for listening 1023 01:07:47,848 --> 01:07:53,328 thank you so much for listening if you want to support my work 1024 01:07:53,328 --> 01:08:00,108 please head over to fountain or linktree i do accept bitcoin and it means the world to me 1025 01:08:00,108 --> 01:08:06,328 if you guys support my work and leave a comment reach out to me on roster i'm really happy to 1026 01:08:06,328 --> 01:08:12,108 hear from you. 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