I was not necessarily afraid, but I thought, you know, this might be the end.
Like, I might not survive this whole episode.
And there was a point where I was telling him, you know,
like, you now just have to take care of my body because I think my mind will be fine.
And actually, you know, that's what happened.
My mind was fine.
And I was actually hospitalized after that because I thought it was over,
but it kind of wasn't.
What, for your body?
Your body was hospitalized.
So, yeah.
Well, no.
Yeah.
Well, on account of your body, I mean.
Yeah, I finally managed to come home because my girlfriend at the time, now wife, drove to me and brought me home.
And because I just, there was no other way.
And I finally slept at home for a couple of hours.
And what was really weird was that I had the very intense feeling that if I was doing the wrong thing or saying the wrong thing, everything, like the world, will go to shit.
And if I'm doing the right thing and saying the right thing, everything will improve.