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I was not necessarily afraid, but I thought, you know, this might be the end.

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Like, I might not survive this whole episode.

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And there was a point where I was telling him, you know,

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like, you now just have to take care of my body because I think my mind will be fine.

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And actually, you know, that's what happened.

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My mind was fine.

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And I was actually hospitalized after that because I thought it was over,

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but it kind of wasn't.

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What, for your body?

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Your body was hospitalized.

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So, yeah.

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Well, no.

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Yeah.

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Well, on account of your body, I mean.

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Yeah, I finally managed to come home because my girlfriend at the time, now wife, drove to me and brought me home.

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And because I just, there was no other way.

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And I finally slept at home for a couple of hours.

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And what was really weird was that I had the very intense feeling that if I was doing the wrong thing or saying the wrong thing, everything, like the world, will go to shit.

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And if I'm doing the right thing and saying the right thing, everything will improve.